yuping_92

2011-12-25T16:49:00.000-08:00

NPStrings Training Camp 2010 acting retarded.

Today is 26th of December 2011, 4 more days to my Birthday and 5 more days till the end of the year... Many things are going to change... The Ops Team 1 Facebook Group may be cancelled? Everything will start afresh. The past will simply remain as the past when we move on. This year will be the last year they (Ambrose sir and Hadi sir) will be doing my appraisal... Oh wells.

This Christmas totally suck to the max, was feeling uncomfortable since 23 Decemeber and on the 25th of December, OFFICIALLY HAVING FEVER. Damn... Fever, feeling freaking cold, headache, body ache, throat infection. What is next manz? Can't even sleep properly. Got up a lot of time at the middle of the night and just text Jia Yuan and Wei Ben the gang that went to play L4D and they had breakfast after that! SO GOOD. Envy to the max yo! How I wish I could be there too... My temperature has been going up and down. Yesterday morning was 37.9 and in the evening it was 37.6 now... it is 38.2! *FAINT* Tomorrow still planning to go to the Zoological Park with Hui Xian, Terine, and Valerie... This year end is the most UNFORTUNATE one I can ever encounter... Someone save me!!!

Shall go to bed now then... ARGH.

Would like to thanks all the Christmas and Birthday presents I had got so far! Thank Calvin (x2), Mdm Ho, Ms Nur, and Terine Tay for their Christmas gift! REALLY LOVE IT. <3 Thank my eldest sis and Hadi sir for my early Birthday present! Just in need for the pencil box and wallet! Haha!

2011-10-03T08:05:00.000-07:00

Memories

ULP 2011, part of Alpha group flag!

3rd October 2011 (Monday)

Currently collected another five $1 coins for my $1 coins collection. :) Wonder how long more does it take me to fill up my bear bear container... Wanted to get a camera for myself once I saved enough but now... Not too sure what I want to get, shall see how it goes as years go pass then.

Went for a run just now and found out that my breath is getting shorter and shorter. Now still taking in deep breath as I type. Old already... *cough cough* Even coughed as I ran just now. Kept stopping too. Seriously have to run with someone next time to keep me in track and never stop running. Haha! May it be Ai Ping (third sis), Brenda, Jamie, anyone. Or can just play my favourite sport, badminton! Just wanna get my health back on track. Exercise three times per week shall do well for my body I think? HAHA!

Traveled a lot today to help get Daniela's thumb-drive from Red Cross Headquarter then to her school, Millennia Institute, which is somewhere near Jurong Point??? Hahaha! From HQ at Dhoby Ghaut to there. Woots. Long trip. Managed to finish up my storybook today on the way to her school and so excited to start the next storybook that I had borrowed. :)

After passing her the thumb-drive Daniela accompanied me at her school's bus-stop till her break ends and off she went back to her school for lesson. Just mingled and talk about random things that came to our mind. At first wanted to wait for her to end school which is at... 1445 hours? So that we can go buy Gong Cha together, but I gave up halfway while waiting because just feel uncomfortable wandering around in an unfamiliar place with no one to guide me. I ended up wandering at Jurong Point because Naqeah and Xiao Li managed to influence me to go there walk walk and explore. Hahas! How did I met Naqeah and Xiao Li? I texted them to see if their break is at 1245 hours because Daniela just ended her's.

Oh yes! Thanks Daniela for her H2O drink that she treated me too! :)

Back to story... So Naqeah replied me and apparently Ang Xiao Li did not because she say she is a good student who do not see her phone during lesson time... Hahax! LAME. But Naqeah managed to meet her and they both came out to look for me. Chatted and laughed and lame-ed away till about 1315 hours when their GP lecture is about to start. That was when they told me about going to Jurong Point and wander as I wait for Daniela.

Went to Jurong Point wandered here, there, don't know where. But after awhile I got bored and there was like another 30 minutes till her lesson end and traveling to Jurong Point will take some time too. This was when I decided to just GO HOME. Texted Daniela, took train from Boon Lay to Jurong East and then to Woodlands then took 161 home. Slept and slept and slept in all the rides I took. When I got to Seng Kang was about 1500 hours? Got hungry and went to Rivervale Mall to buy food. Bought a whole lot till my dad say I am going to turn into a pig soon. Hahaz! Guess this is the way I got motivated even more to do some exercises today.

Today weather feels like summer, a freaking warm one. Now just feel like eating ice-cream as I blog man. But ya, too full because mummy made an AWESOME dinner tonight. Lol! There is prawns with tomato sauce, egg and Chinese sausages with black sauce, and nice soup which daddy prepared in the afternoon. I prepared the rice! :D

Oh well. Now is 2335 hours...

Oh ya. This week is one busy one... Got to pack my camp bag tomorrow for my Thursday NPStrings Music Camp. It is from Thursday to Friday! FIVE DAYS FOUR NIGHTS. Insane madness yo! LOL.

After packing my camp bag have to head down to Greendale Primary School for their training. Sobs sobs. Time table suck big time this semester... Doubt I can commit to their training during this semester unless I have my holidays... Monday seem to be the only good one... Starts at 0900 hours ends at 1300 hours. The rest... OMG. Haha! Tuesday and Thursday starts at 0900 hours ends at 1800 hours. Tuesday only has one hour break and Thursday THREE hours break. *faint* Wednesday have my field particum which I guess will be as usual? 0900-1800 hours or even earlier? OMG. Friday starts at 1100 hours and ends at 1800 hours. Guess I can never escape the crowded bus-stop ya? ... But good thing is that I won't mind going for CCA? Because I don't have to wait for HOURS to start practice but after school, have dinner and head down for my CCA. HAHA!

Anywayz... After Greendale Primary School's Red Cross Youth training, will being heading down to Ngee Ann Polytechnic straight for NPStrings practice. Having our upcoming NPStrings Family Concert which is on the 15th of October 2011, Saturday. That is part of the reason why we are having this five days four nights camp, practice day and night. Lalala~ *faint*

Wednesday have practice but shall see if I want to go. May wanna stay at home and just slack before going for the camp which I won't get to see my family for the next five days four nights. Hahaha! *excuses*

Thursday start of camp. Friday have to book out from 0745 hours to maybe about 1600 hours because having our Moppets performance at Marine Parade Library that day to celebrate Children's Day. It ends at about 1500 hours so hopefully I can get back to school by about... 1600 hours? So that I won't miss THAT much of practice. Hahas! Reason being? Because I will be booking out on the whole of Saturday! Have Unit Instructor Programme's Training for the Trainers from 0900-1700 hours. But the nice thing is that Gui Luan may wanna accompany me for Macdonald breakfast at the King Albert Park before I head down to HQ which means freaking EARLY. Hahax! LOVES LOVES. After training... GONNA MEET UP WITH THE POLYTECHNIC FORUM PEEPS AT Vivo City FOR DINNER! WOOHOO. Hahaz! Best thing is that Hui Jian, Hui Min, and Zi Jian will be having their First Aid course that day too! So we can go down to Vivo City together and look for the rest! TEEHEE. Lol! After the dinner I will then head back to Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Loft then. :)

Stay in camp all the way till Monday and OMG. It is the last week of our HOLIDAY. Monday night have this Website Training at HQ about... 1830 hours? Camp ends at 1400 hours so I will have sufficient time to go home, unpack and OFF to HQ. AWESOME. LOL. After that heard having some sort of meeting so... Oh wells~

Having practice as usual on Tuesday and Wednesday but have to confirm the Wednesday one again because... I HAVING ANOTHER CAMP ON Thursday AND Friday! OMG. *faint* Having this School of Humanities Pre-leadership Camp but it is just two days one night at LEAST. :p Prepare us for our upcoming Actual Leadership Camp for our future leaders that are going to lead HMS I think? HAHA! Having two Actual Leadership Camp but only going one of them as the other clashes with my beloved UIP Contact Session 1! TEEHEE.

And finally... Before school starts... NPstrings is going to have our very own Family Concert at Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Music Box on Saturday and Sunday shall be my off day. :D

So many plans, so many things. Low Yu Ping! Pull it through all ya! ADD OIL ADD OIL.

Met lots of new peeps from the Polytechnic Forum with different personalities, background, commitments. Heard and learnt stories and experiences from them which determines myself to never say die. Have to stay strong no matter what.

It is always good to listen to nice motivation stories at times to just pick you up and make you move on. :)

-Happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of traveling.-

2011-08-16T08:01:00.000-07:00

Holidays are coming. Suppose to be studying but updating my schedule book because too many updates to be taken down. Just noted that Unit Instructor Programme Contact Session 1 clashes with the HMS 'round 2' camp thingy which they are going to have.

Frankly speaking which I will want to go? It will have to definitely be the UIP.

Have many things in mind today which I don't know who to share with and who will want to listen to it...

Went for the HMS meeting just now. And on my way there had this very bad tummy ache which made me U-turn back to Hougang Mall to use the toilet. Not sure why but ya. Was having cold sweat and my tummy felt like a million needles poking through it.

Got to the meeting about 50 minutes late in the end... No one cared or even asked how I was and I know it is my business. But the phrase, care and concern in a team or even Exco? Maybe just not to me I guess?

Very depress after the meeting. Super awkward and just sat there listen to discussion totally not IN the picture at all.

But after meeting up my Secondary School's friends for dinner, I felt more lighten up. I can just be who I am and not caring what others say or what. Because they know me best for the whole five years in Hougang Secondary School. With them, I don't have to act like another person. And just be who I am. I don't need to think of things to say to them and BOOM. The conversation is there. Feel like leaving HMS Exco but I always have this positive mindset that MAYBE THIS TIME ROUND IT WILL BE BETTER? But ended up NO.

I miss my Secondary School days being so carefree and being myself. Having small appetite and just eating bread that I brought from home with Xiu En and all. Texting in between lessons to my RCY seniors and friends. Don't have to bother what others think about you and just live up to your name and self. Why can't I do that in Polytechnic now? All seem so different. I really DO miss those days.

As I took bus home with Esther, we talked about the past few Birthday surprises we gave her. It was so fun so happy. I was pretty lame too but even though I might be lame, they anticipate my lame-ness and joined in the fun instead of not bothering me etc. I love them so so much. It felt so WOW the past. Carefree and no worries.

When she got down the bus, we just kept waving hands to each other even though she might be like even outside the bus. We both still tried to have eye contact with each other and wave and smile good bye to each other. But now in Polytechnic? Maybe just the word bye with no eye contact and just a good bye for the sick of good bye. No continuous of waving hands like MISS YOU. HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON type of feeling. Once you get down the bus, just take your phone out and stare at it. Not bothering the person in the bus. This is how simple and innocent and love we have with each other even though I had not met them for ages due to my busy schedule.

*teary eyes*

Is just that I feel so useless and helpless and the whole world seem to hate me. I hate myself for becoming who I am now.

Hopefully no cadets are seeing my blog. Since it's like dead for quite awhile..

I am really happy today to meet them, but somewhere somehow, my heart feels empty and lonely. Maybe because I have yet found a true friend that I can share every single thing not worrying him or her to judge me and actually be there for me and support me when I am down.

Feeling really soft now~ My heart had soften, my eyes had swollen, and my hands are trembling.

Sorry for the nag. I just needed a place to vet my sadness, unhappiness, and my very own speech. =)

2011-08-07T06:52:00.000-07:00

MEMORIES.

I AM SERIOUSLY PISSED NOW.

NOT SURE WHY.

FEEL BAD FOR MY PARENTS BECAUSE THEY ARE HERE SEEING ME LOST CONTROL.

AHHHHHHHH!!

IRRITATING!

IT WAS ALL FINE JUST NOW.

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME?!

I CAN FEEL THE FIRE BURNING IN ME BUT NOT SURE WHY.

HEAD SPINNING.

TYPING IN CAPS.

CLOSE MY EYES.

BREATHE.

CMI.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

THIS SERIOUSLY SUCKS MAN.

CRAPPISH FEELING NOW.

I NEED TO SCREAM AND JUMP AND JUST FALL LYING FLAT AMONG THE GRASS.

SOMETHING IS MAKING MY HEART SO TIED UP AND SO FRUSTRATED.

OMG.

AHHHHHHHHH!!

SOMEONE SAVE MEEEEEEEE!!!!

NO ONE I GUESS?

*FAINT*

2011-08-06T23:09:00.000-07:00

MEMORIES.

5th August 2011, Friday.

School started at 0900 hours that day as usual. First lesson was Designing Learning Environment tutorial AKA DLE. Sounds like DIE right? Haha! That was how our teacher commented on the very first lecture we had with her in the past. Hmmm. Time seem to past so fast... This coming week is already my last week of school before my examination arrives the following week... Since April till now... Battling with all the assignments, every struggle every help from my friends... Wow. Still have another 3 semester left in Ngee Ann Polytechnic... 1 and a half year more to go... Half more year to become a year 3 senior... Seeing ahead of me, so many things seem to be planned and organized for me... I am afraid to take the step out alone. Will anyone be there with me? My family? My friends? Mostly support I guess or I HOPE. HAHA! We all have our own life to live and support and balance with... Lets all ADD OIL together then! =)

Apparently her tutorial only Valerie and I attended from our gang. Hui Xian and Terine just skipped because the debarment day is over so can skip lesson and rest more? Hahaha! WHOOMPS. After this tutorial, had Mathematics for Young Children tutorial AKA MAYC. From 1100-1300 hours. But she dismissed us about 50 minutes earlier? Around... 1210 hours??? SUPER EARLY. Yeah yeah! Hahas! Enjoyed and had fun in this tutorial. It was very lighthearted and fun tutorial by Ms. Mona. Loves loves her. She even taught us 'dance moves' for a Singapore song. Something like this... Because we are Singapore~ Singapore~ Our hearts are big and wide for all~ La la la~ Hahax! The whole class danced together and laughed together. Then she say we need two representatives to 'perform' during our make-up lecture later in the evening. So of course! We sent out our two BEST players! Amalina and Shamah! WOOHOO. Lol! The MAs~ If only Uma joins too. LOL.

She also made us dance to this Indian song and we all laughed like mad again. Haha! But I was too hungry to laugh out loud and just smile and open my mouth with no sound? :P It was the most fun MAYC I ever had and really gonna miss Ms. Mona's lessons... =P Oh yes! And before we started dancing the Indian song, she ask us to warm up by rocking our body left and right. I just move left and right like a wood then she pointed me out. Hahaha! WHOOMPS. We all had a great time and laughed throughout the whole lesson.

Only brought $3.50 that today and was suppose to go for Korean dinner with Xian, Terine, and Val? DIE. Hahas! Had lunch after tutorial and ate Nasi Lemak for only $2.10!!!!!! OMG. AWESOME much?! Hahax! Went to eat with Ariel, Geraldine, Gwendolyn, Hui Teng, Shamah, Val, and Yeng Minn. Followed my wife, Minn Minn, and ate Nasi Lemak. Then my son, Shamah, tagged along and the three of us had Nasi Lemak together. Val waited for Xian to reach then eat with her. I can't because have to rush over to the School of Humanities AKA HMS block for some meeting with the advisor of the HMS Exco Committee at 1300 hours. If Ms. Mona did not dismiss us earlier, I told Ama that I will just fast with her man. But she ended early, so went to MAKAN. Hahaz!

Val so bad. So to compare the three Nasi Lemak meals that Minn, Shamah, and myself, my food always look the least appealing to her. Lol! But it is GOOD. Means no one will snatch my food. Muhahaha! WHOOMPS.

When Xian came, Val and her went to buy Yong Tau Foo. After awhile, I went off first. OH YES. This very day, I wore super like National Day because Xian say most people will wear like that in school! Then like only me lors. The three of them also wore red and white but not as obvious as mine. Make me feel so weirdz but me no care. Me loves loves Singapore! LOL. WOOHOO. GO Singapore!!!! X> I wore red top, white vest, with white pants...

Okay. Continue with my story... Walked to the lift lobby and waited for Ama then we went up together. Apparently she was at the Library with Alyssa, Izzah, and Yasmin. Two watching movie, Yasmin and her seeing pictures in Tumblr. Speaking of Tumblr. I am SO ADDICT to it now! Love to see all the nice quotes, pictures and simply kept reblogging them! LOVES LOVES. Haha!

Apparently Ama and I were the last two who reached. Saw Ms. May and she was one of our new advisor! WOOHOO. LOVES LOVES. HAHA! More devoted to HMS Committee now with HER AROUND. =)

Talked to us the change of the style of HMS Exco. Instead in year 3 selecting Chairperson etc and sort of 'kicking' the rest away, all of us will get promoted up and be mentors/advisors for the new year two Exco with all the Chairperson etc. So AKA our batch no Chairperson etc. No oppose to it and all of us agreed happily. =P One for all and all for one ya?

After meeting, Ama and I CMI. Rushed to the toilet first then meet Sarah and went to our Infant and Toddler Behavior Development lecture together. HAHA! After this lecture which is from 1400-1600 hours. Had another make-up lecture as mentioned from 1600-1800 hours for MAYC. But it ended really early. At about 1715 hours or so??? Hahaha! But apparently Xian, Terine, and Val skipped this lecture too and went off to Plaza Sing first. Me good girl, so stayed on. Hahas! WHOOMPS. Just kidding~ Is just that it is the last second week already, just pull it through then. And I know the lecture will be super fun and funny too! Because there isn't anymore assignment for it and there isn't any examination for it too. So ya. I just WENT. =D And I will feel super bad and guilty towards my parents for they work so hard and me just slack around skipping lessons??? That is just NOT ME.

For her lecture, we had group discussion with paper documents giving to each group. Then we have to search for new ideas in teaching children Mathematics from the article we read and write it down on the mahjong paper provided. My group consist of Ariel, Gel, Gwen, Teng Teng, Minn AKA wife wife XD, Shamah, Joey, Uma. Two MAs in our group. Hahax! Really loved Minn-y that day! She is like super funny and fun to be with! AND I AM NOT A LESBIAN NO WORRIES. Hahaz! But good to mix around with friends who are so cheerful, bubbly, happy, crazy about life you know?

I ended up presenting for our group with the mic. OMG. Lol! Oh yes! Played with Minn before lecture started Kartrider! WOOHOO. And I won her TWICE. Yeah yeah! LOL. Then apparently Ariel started to use my phone and played with Minn because she never played before and she got kind of addicted to it too. X}

After all groups presented, we started the Singapore song contest starting from T01. So since our class is T05, we are the last to go. Leave the best for the LAST. Oh yes~ Haha! All the classes that went up, the WHOLE class went up! But our class is the UNIQUE one, only two person went up. Which are the twos that we had selected Ama and Shamah! WOOHOO~ Only their performance had the MOST SCREAMS AND CHEERS AND SUPPORTS. Loves loves T05 to the MAX. Supportive as EVER. Ethel and Le Ying even videoed down the whole performance. It was a GREAT DAY TO END WITH~ Then after all classes performed, Ms. Mona gave out a Singapore flag badge to each of us and a piece of chocolate saying to the Muslims that because their trip back home may be quite far and just in case if they are still caught up in the jam and they are suppose to break fast, they can eat the chocolate. SO SWEET RIGHT??? Hahas!

After giving out all the goodies. We all did the dance together as a whole lecture. It was so AWESOME and COOL. It was really an AWESOME day to end with such performance, such happiness, such laughter. LOVES LOVES.

After that went down to Plaza Sing to meet Xian, Terine, and Val for dinner. Apparently, they were roaming around some place taking photos and lame videos. Hahax! Had dinner with them, laughed, teared because the food were too spicy, talked, took photos, and just had fun. Was late for the Post Mortem and still was not able to finish up the food. OMG. Left them there to accomplish the food then. Hahaz! Val paid for me first and I will pay her back on Monday when we see each other to do our ITA2 group assignment then. Since we don't have lessons from Monday to Wednesday. TEEHEE. Lol!

Rush down to Red Cross Headquarter for the Post Mortem then. Walked like crazy... LOL. Oh yes! And because I was charging my phone in the restaurant, I ask Xian to text Hidayah saying I will reach at about 1945 hours. Will be around 15 minutes late? Then she sent saying I will be 30 minutes late! IDOITZ. LOL.

The restaurant has plug just next to the table you know?! SUPER COOL. Can charge your phone there! Haha! So aunties~ La la la.

When I was about to reach HQ, Hadi sir suddenly called and I was like. Errr. Hello sir? HAHA! Scare got scolding for being LATE. WHOOMPS. Hahaha! Then he suddenly say Oh. I saw you. I was like huh??? Then he hang the phone. Hahaha! LAMEZ. So scare, at night he saw me but me no see him... Hahas!

Went for the Post Mortem and was really tired. Ran to the toilet halfway because drank too much water at the Korean shop. Too spicy. Hahax!

Apparently our Post Mortem ended at like 2200 hours? And Hadi sir said last year's Post Mortem ended at only 2000 hours? OMG. Big BIG difference! Hahaz!

While waiting for Ying Yan to finish her minutes lesson by Sylvia ma'am, I took a short nap in the Conference room. CMI. Too much fun for the whole day. Lol! Once Ying Yan was done, we went off and apparently they walked too fast and left Hidayah and I behind. Guess because they stay at Boon Lay area, too far. Have to rush home. LOL. But so bad... Wait for her but she never wait for me... SOBS SOBS.

As I walk with Hidayah slowly singing and dancing to her the Singapore song Ms. Mona taught us that day, suddenly Anton sir, Hadi sir, and Sylvia ma'am stopped us asking me where is my phoney? I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN WHERE I LEFT IT. Tap my pocket no have, search my usual spot in my bag where I will usually place my phoney, no have. DIE LOST SOMETHING AGAIN. Then Hadi sir suddenly do some sort of magic saying my bag will appear a chocolate as I find my phoney. I then found my phone and Hadi sir dig out a chocolate from my bag??? Got confused then Sylvia ma'am say it was her's but nevermind. So I quickly return her. Haha! But not sure why all those stuff were in my bag though... WEIRDZ WEIRDZ.

Kept singing and dancing the song to Hidayah. La la la~ LOVE IT. HAHA! Reached the MRT station and then part away. Not sure why Sylvia ma'am never take purple line this time round, ended up only Hadi sir and I took purple line home.

Walked, talked, and I am going for UIP THIS YEAR. Yeah! Like-a-finally worx! Hahaha! Last year due to some lame reason last minute pull out. SIANZ to the MAX. Now so gonna stay all the WAY. YEAH MAN. Hahas!

Train came and we both just DASH into it JUST before DOORS CLOSING. OMG. Got so freaking SCARE can?! Hahax! Halfway through the trip, suddenly remember of the bromance thingy the Chien Chiam sir had with Hadi sir. Then told Hadi sir about it and he was like NO. Hahaz! So funny~ Apparently he also watches Nigahiga! So the next half of the trip home we entertained ourselves with Nigahiga lame and funny videos! WOOHOO. Laugh non-stop. Only got back to watching Nigahiga this few days thanks to Xian. Last time when in Secondary School Yu Jia introduced me the videos and then went Polytechnic, stopped watching and then HERE I GO AGAIN. Lol!

Got down the train still watching the video, exit the train station then we stopped watching. Walked to the usual bus-stop place and waited for 83. That was when Hadi sir told me about last year's Post Mortem and this year's then reason why he compare both CACRCYRD of 2010 and 2011 etc. Talk crap, talk about public speaking and got lots of new ideas of teaching cadets in being more confident in public speaking etc. Sadly, was not able to find the notes from the Public Speaking workshop that Ama and I went last year. If not can show Hadi sir to see see look look. Bus came, said bye and double confirm that tomorrow's attire is casual and off I went home. Continued Nigahiga in the bus and while I walk home from the bus-stop I got down. Haha! Simply AWESOME.

Got home, bathed, slack for hair to dry up, and sleeping time because have to wake up early at around 0700 hours to get ready etc for the Youth Ambassabor Blood Programme's Train the Trainers' Session. Have to reach Bloodbank @ HSA by 0900 hours. No clue how to get there. So decided to meet Hadi sir at the Outram Park MRT station. Hahax! But ended up taking train down together to Outram Park the very next morning because both of us were 'sort of' late. WHOOMPS. Hahaz!

Okayz. Me shall jump back to do my IT & Application 2 group assignment bahz. Shall blog for the happens on Saturday later on if I have the time. =P Now is 1701 hours, 7 August 2011, Sunday.

Suddenly miss the times we had together with Alvin, Gui Luan, and all the NPStrings peeps last year... But now it seems to change. Or maybe just me? ...

- Life is too short, so kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly, and forgive quickly. -

2011-08-06T09:07:00.000-07:00

MEMORIES

4th August 2011, Thursday.

Hmmm. What happened on Thursday? Had school starting from 0900 hours that day. Ooh! First tutorial was the Infant and Toddler Behavior Development AKA ITBD, from 0900 to 1100 hours. WOOTS. It was PRESENTATION DAY. Hahaz! It was a group assignment = group presentation. So not so bad I guess? Presenting as a group? Lol! But the first half part was about our individual observation of my child. For example mine was Christy. CUTE CUTE. :P Okay. So apparently our group is the third to present after drawing lots. As the first two team go by... I got more and more tense up and nervous... OMG. Plus in our group, I am the FIRST to present and sort of do the 'opening'. Die times two. LOL. But had fun presenting, with humors here and there plus Val's cute video of her nephew. =D HOPE WE MANAGE TO PULL THROUGH AND SUCCEED IN THE PRESENTATION PART. *finger cross*

Apparently lesson suppose to end at 1100 hours, but it was dragged till 1200 hours. OMG. Was starving there~ But I know the Muslim, are fasting at that period of them. Even at 1200 hours I am already gone case. Wonder how they pull through till 1918 hours??? Salute to the Muslims man. Always wanted to try but always fail. But Amalina shared with me this quote which I found it rather true about fasting. It is something like this 'It is actually possible, it is how you persevere through' Something similar but not exactly word by word from her. Haha! That's why Ama always inspire me. :]

Went for lunch then Hui Xian accompanied me to print my assignments because my house no more papers to print... LAMEZ. Saw Ai Ping, third sis, at Atrium and got shock. She was there giving out coke. If you were to notice, there are free coke distribution around Singapore this few days I guess. On this very day, she came to Ngee Ann Polytechnic to give out coke and promote people to have a healthy lifestyle. My friends and I find it rather contradicting??? HAHA! Coke and staying healthy??? Hmmm.

But oh wells. At first rejected the first guy that wanted to give Xian and I. Plus Xian and I at the beginning was like, lets not take the coke okay? Just keep walking. Hahaha! In the end? Still took the coke from the second promoter which is apparently, Low Ai Ping. Hahas! She ask us what ways do we plan for the future to keep fit and then paste it on the board behind. Apparently, she wrote on BEHALF of me and say, accomplishing a 25km run. CRAZY. I like to run, but running around the housing area is already killing me, not saying 25km! Hahax!

After seeing her etc, went to print my assignment while Xian stayed outside and enjoy the song performance at Atrium too. Apparently Atrium was rather lively for that moment of time. Oh yes. And it was drizzling. Tsk tsk tsk. Xian shoes were kind of totally cloth and totally drench. Mine was sneakers, but still drenched but not as bad as Xian I guess.

Walked back to class as Terine and Val went back to class first after lunch while Xian accompanied me to print. Thank you very MUCHI Xian! :b

Oh yes! Saw Jia Min at SIM canteen when I was about to leave and she was about to enter. Hahaz! Chatted for like super long and Terine had to hurry me off. WHOOMPS. SOrry~ Long time no see Jia Min already mahz. Lol! Chat about what happened yesterday, how Zaidi sir was like sort of chanting Jia Min's name. X} SO SWEET. Awwww~~ How Jia Min feel so tired and kind of lazy to go for the Saturday Evacuation Workshop for YOs. What we did for Chien Chiam sir's sort of farewell dinner before he enters Commando camp officially. SO COOL. LOL. Had always look up to those Colors Party and Commando peeps. WOOHOO.

Submit assignment. Found out that suppose to submit another lesson plan. Ama and Le Ying went to print that part for themselves and me again. SIANZ. Xian, Terine, and Val re-submitting their assignment the next day.

Chit chat with lecturer for this was the last day attending her tutorial and NO MORE. Sobs sobs... After tutorial went off first with Ariel, and Geraldine because the three of them have Effective Communication Tutorial and not me. Haha! Mine was the previous week.

Ariel went off first with my coke because I can't seem to finish it and she went to look for her friend in school. Gel and I then walked towards the bus-stop, apparently half of the trip we were like seriously walking under the rain. :] As we were walking, first person I saw was Karloke. Got shock. Wave hands and then walked pass each other. Second person I saw or I should say, heard, was Nicholson. Did not saw him at the first place, then heard my name and turned around. Shock times two. Saw him. Then ask him why he was not with Sister Loke? Thought they were bromance. Apparently, he seems to be blur as ever. Paused for the moment, then say, I thought he and I were sisters. Then I was like. Oh ya! They both are sis and Xian and I are the bros. HAHA! Chatting halfway, Sister Loke suddenly appear shock times three. Wave hands to each other again then say bye to each other again. Sister Loke then add another word as he walked pass me, going to the library and I was like. Oh... The wonder. Hahaha!

Saw Ai Ping at Atrium again and she was packing up the place. Ask where she going next and she say she going back to SIM to study. Wow~ After work, study. Chiong like mad.

Got to the bus-stop, Gel bought the bus first. I stayed there and waited for my bus that drops me at the 174 bus-stop because going down to Red Cross Youth Headquarter to pack up the CACRCYRD Logistics as Friday will be the Post Mortem for it already. Hahas! Super slow...

Suddenly Xian and Terine apparent next to my left and right saying to each other things like aiya. Bus so long still not yet here? Ya lor. Shock times four. Apparently they skipped the Effective Communication tutorial and left Val all alone for it. Hahax! Tsk tsk tsk. So bad...

Told Xian about the incident just now I had with Sister Loke and Sister Nic. She was like. Sister Loke trying to act hardworking only lors. Go library and study. Hahaz! So funny~

Since they were there, I decided to take bus 74 with them then. Since it also reach my destination. First 74 came, Terine failed to push the people away. Oh yes. Terine is our pusher when it comes to boarding of buses. Lol! WHOOMPS. No la~ Just that among the four of us, she is always the FIRST to be able to board the bus while the rest of us slowly squeeze up with the crowd. Haha!

So we waited for the next bus and I commented, shall we try our luck with the hip hop jelly today? Our gang LOVE it to the MAX. Cheap and YUMMY. Mmmmmmmmmm. HAHA! Went to Cheers but luck was not on our side, no stock again. So we walked back to the bus-stop again like some kukuz. :b

Board the bus, Terine feels awkward again as she sat at a seat trying hard to reserve the seat next to her for Xian. Hahaha! As Xian slowly stroll in with the crowd. =>

Said bye to them and got down the bus and then board the bus 174. Got to HQ and started to keep and pack the logistics. Hopefully it's not messy~ Tried my best? X) Brought the walkie talkies down with the admin papers etc just in case they needed it tomorrow and they can also pack their paperwork seeing what is needed and what are not. Got to know a new VDD again, as Adam. Wow. Was amaze by him when he spoke Mandarin fluently, even better than ME. And I thought he was a Muslim. But apparently, during Post Mortem, got to know he is an Indian who is a Muslim and can speak Mandarin. *jaw drop* This is simply insanely confusing. Then he say, Aiya. Racial harmony. Hahas! So funny~

Went home straight after doing this packing at HQ. At first going down to Wen Xin's house to get the flag from her for Daniela's school NDP, then no need, then need again, then no need again. Hahax! So confusing~ But luckily I did not went down to Wen Xin house too. =)

Got home half dead. Sat on the floor in my parent's bedroom and stoned. Then told my dad who was watching television in the bedroom that I want to buy food and took money to buy dinner for mummy, him, and myself. Got back, bathed, tried out, had dinner, slack the night away because NO MORE ASSIGNMENT DUE THIS WEEK. Slack a little and have to CHIONG again next week or maybe tomorrow, Sunday? Hahaz! Die die. Now the final assignment to do is ITA2, need to create a website as a group then the 'school' website which we had created need to link to our individual portfolio website filled with our doings etc. OMG. I seriously suck at it. Hope Gui Juan can help and guide us in this area man... *finger cross* Thanks Gui Juan!!!!

Slept after slacking around at around 2230 hours? Looking forward to the Friday! Because going to have dinner with Xian, Terine, and Val at the Korean shop in Plaza Sing then going down to my lovely CACRCYRD Post Mortem! :p TEEHEE. Shall blog the other days when I wake up again... Now is 0121 hours, 7 August 2011, Sunday. =]

- Someday everything will all make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the cofusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason. -

2011-07-30T12:17:00.000-07:00

MEMORIES

Went for NFC Commanders' Briefing YESTERDAY morning.

Overslept.

Took cab down.

Got scolded by the taxi uncle for no good reason.

Trying hard to maintain my politeness.

After briefing went for lunch.

Had prata.

Went home.

Rested to recharge myself for the night.

Had dinner home.

Some Malay food my parents bought home.

Ate and change and left the house.

Oh! Watched George of the Jungle while I ate and just kept laughing all along.

Met Royston at Plaza Sing first.

Followed by Daniela.

And finally Ambrose sir, Hadi sir, and Khairul.

Movie starts at 2355 hours.

Sat at the Food Court area to chat, watch NDP videos taken by Hadi sir, saw Chao Dong!, played Monopoly Deal too.

After that went to buy some snacks and drinks apart from me.

Me drink plain water, stay healthy.

Went into the theatre and watched the show till maybe about 0130 hours???

Went down to take cab home.

First to board, Daniela taking to Bishan.

Second to board was Hadi sir and I to go back to Seng Kang.

Finally, Ambrose sir third to board to go to Woodleigh???

Khairul walked to bus-stop because his lovely dad fetching him home.

ENVY.

Crazy Royston went to Land shop and play.

Oh oh! Saw Cin Lee, Jie Qi, and Jun Jie sir while Ah Roy and I was waiting for the rest.

And and! Saw Esther Ker ma'am too!

Finally when we all gathered, we all saw Joshua sir too!

Manyz manyz RCY peeps yo.

AWESOME.

Happy day.

Nice ending.

Time to go to bed.

Meeting Calvin, Ms. Nur, and Wen Xin later at 0900 hours at Compass Point for National Footdrill Competition discussion.

OMG.

Now is 0330 hours.

AWESOME times TWO.

Hungry now.

No no no.

Time to sleep.

Nighty nighty lovely world!

xoxo

Do what makes you happy,

be with who makes you smile,

laugh as much as you breathe,

love as long as you live.

2011-07-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

MEMORIES.

Saw Mr. Tan yesterday when I go down to unit yesterday. As stylish as every he is. =]

Xiu En just text me and ask when I am available to meet up and celebrate Esther's Birthday. Hopefully that day can also be the day where we all meet after such a long time *at least for myself*. Hahas! =p

Listening to Lady Gaga song now on Youtube, called The Edge of Glory? Hahax! NICE~ Just submitted my part of the assignment to Valerie and now left with my individual part of the group assignment??? You get what I mean? Hahaz! Group assignment part one: individual observation and analysis. I took Christy as my sample. SO CUTE and she is pretty smart too I think. She is also rather good in controlling her own emotion as a 15 months old infant.

Suddenly remember the word emotion. 98.7 FM say it as EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. MOTIONS! Lol! Freaking FUNNY~

Just now got pissed with my parents because they were smoking and the smokes were really floating 'sneakishly' to me. Screamed suddenly *softly but they can hear* because I can't take it and said mean things like just let me join you all since I smell like a smoker now too. I SERIOUSLY HATE THE SMELL. REALLY WANNA KILL THOSE PEOPLE WHO SELLS IT AND CREATED IT. LOL. Feel bad now... In the way I say to my parents... I am always like this... Saying things straightaway without much thought. After that then I will feel bad and guilty over it. SORRY.

Must say sorry to Valerie too because suppose to send her by 2200 hours but ended up mailing to her at 2230 hours.

Really very tired... Went for the Monday's Scholarship Awards Ceremony Briefing at 1700 hours then ended at about 1745 hours then I can FINALLY go home. Reached home at 2000 hours. WOW. AWESOME~ Haha!

Today had Infant & Toddler Behaviour Development lesson from 0900-1100 hours. Went for lunch and doing of group assignment from 1100-1300 hours. Went for Effective Communication from 1300-1500 hours. 'Tour' around the school first stop, Student Services which they then say we still have to go for the Scholarship Awards Ceremony even if we have a field trip which will give us new knowledge and experiences, because it's PRESTIGIOUS... Second stop, SDAR.

OMG. I remembered I forgot to scan my passport to send to them for the Polytechnic Forum in September! AH. Must get my sis to help me scan already~ Lalala~

Had the Briefing at 1700 hours. In between played phone game, slacked, slept. CMI. Must SLEEP. Hahaha! Got home. Bathed. Parents came home. Mum cooked egg and same kind of sausage that can be dip with dark black sauce. YUP YUP. Also had one of our aunt's specialty, beef stew. I think? But it's AWESOME. Super full and little MSG. =HAPPY. Hahas!

Okay! Have to go now! Things to be done...

- Scan passport and mail to the person-in-charge.

- Do Infant & Toddler Behaviour Development group assignment.

Now next problem arise for tomorrow... Shall just think of solutions to tackle it then...

I keep thinking if there is anything else needed to be done... Feel so insecure now... Hahax!

Family ties are precious threads no matter where we roam... They draw us close to those we love, and pull our hearts towards home.

2011-07-27T07:16:00.000-07:00

HANDSOME.

It has been ages since I last blog... Today is 27 July 2011, Wednesday. Decided to blog because somewhat lesser assignments left to be done. :D But hopefully can accomplish the rest in peace and proper too. Haha! Must remember to text Ariel and check if she submitted her passport photo for the Polytechnic Forum. Today due date and I just read the MAIL. OMG~ AHHHH!!!! HAHA! Die die die~

Today is the last day of attachment. Awwwwww~~~ The K2s are so SO adorable~ It's sad because I will only go back in November and by then some of them might have left or two months later they will have to leave already.... Sobs sobs.

I still remember last week during my Field Supervision as I observe and guide the children doing their work... Girl G told Boy D, "Teacher Yu Ping have so many people like you le~" Boy D replied Girl G, "Because she cute what~" Hahaha! That is the nature of the children. No matter how 'stress' the situation is, they will never notice it and just act normally like how they do. That definitely made me smile and reduce my stress by plenty. X)

Today...

Woke up by my mum as I was lazy to get out of bed. Went to prepare myself for attachment but saw the time still early, so went to nap awhile in my parents' bed. In the end? Took cab down to Childcare Centre. WHOOMPS. Xb Spent $7. OMG. WOOHOO. Hahas! Reached attachment at 0851 hours then went to my K2 class. Last day today and it was rather hard to break the news to the children. Especially when they say, "Teacher Yu Ping, see you next week right?/ You coming next week right?"

Went off early too because according to the file today ends at 1600 hours. But I stayed till about 1630 hours and I really have to leave because promised my unit to reach there at about THAT TIMING too. So... Apparently... I had to take ANOTHER cab down to Hougang Secondary School. Luckily the Childcare Centre is at Anchorvale only. Hahax! Spent $4 on it then. Total spent on transportation: $11.

Went through with the cadets a series of different songs for them to select on. We got the highest vote already but we will still be taking in more recommendation if cadets were to suggest. Funny thing: Got them to close their eyes and visualize them marching to the songs. Shun Hong dozed off and he can even doze off while STANDING. Calvin ended up taking photos of him sleeping while he stand. Hahaz! Manage to saw a few of the Secondary fours and it was nice~ Saw Melissa at first and then Bernice with Jia Qi together. Most probably had a hard day of studying and ready to go home or preparing for their round 2 of studying in school. WOW. Missing them lots.

After that sung Birthday song to one of the Secondary 1s as it's her Birthday TODAY. WOOHOO~ And home sweet home. Accompanied Calvin to buy his BUBBLE TEA at Hougang Point talked to him while walking then took 159 followed by 83 home. :b

Got home at about 1930 hours and then third sis, Ai Ping, suggested to go for a night run. Went for a run at 2000 hours and OMG. Me so tired. Lol! Got back at about 2050 hours relaxed, cooled down and rest then went for a bath.

Got slightly agitated for awhile just now because of some kukuz reason then now cooled down and shall stay doing my work. =p

TIME TO WORK. TIME TO GO.

-Hard times don't last forever but true friendships do... I'll always be there for anything you need... Even if it's just someone to listen.-

2011-04-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

Memories.

I don't know why but I feel so troubled... Wanted to sleep now but I feel so heavy in my heart. I hate falling in love because it means giving more commitment to the things I love and it really kills when I start neglecting anyone of it. Which then become irresponsibility and then people start talking about me which I can feel it but I just look like I don't know anything. Act blur.

The only way is to give up and leave. But then yet again, leaving halfway is also irresponsible. What do you want me to do then? With me or without me, it will and I know WON'T make much differences.

I feel like a freaking loser right now. Maybe I can join the Glee Club then?

Tired of everything. Just now being told off by Zhi Wen for 'flying airplane' with my other friends that are watching movie just now and was so pissed within me that I can't seem to even bother replying his MSN. I am freaking tired. FREAKING TIRED. Breaking down. Tears in my eyes but holding back.

Recently my family relationship is getting better and better after that specific incident which I can say it is a blessing in disguise. All of us broke down and opened up with one another and now I feel like a family again. :)

That is the only thing that can actually make it smile I think. At times I am just simply putting up a fake smile and people ask me why fake it out? At times when people say something, it really hurts me inside out but I still need to smile and laugh and talk to the person.

Said by Ding Xiang, Reality is cruel. By improving myself, I need to take in whatever lousy comments about myself and learn from wrong. Maybe because I really suck and then people are always correcting me till I can't stand it and I just stand there and listen and nod my head. But of course, I am taking in whatever he or she is saying. Is just that my smile is used up and all I can do is just give the 'stone face' while listening. One example was when Calvin talk to me about initiative.

Feel lighter now after spamming. I should really start spamming what happen everyday and not my sad bullshit feelings. If not in the future when I start reading up, I feel super crappish.

Here goes...

Woke up this morning and saw the message by my NYAA Chapter. For the updates, I requested to step down as a Vice-President for my club. *that was part of the reason why my heart feels heavy* He tired to ask me stay saying that everyone don't want me to leave but the fact is I'm really afraid of commitments already. And what if I start MIA-ing again? The whole thing will go back to this current situation again? I mean I now I can do my very best in preventing myself from MIA-ing, but there is this words again. 'What if'.

Maybe this is the reason why I dare not to fall in love and even if I do so. I dare not confess and maybe have a crush for that person over a long period of time? Like maybe years? :)

Really afraid of commitments now. But it is every human beings must do task in their life.

He told me to reconsider and I just say I will see how first again then. And just, he just text us saying our advisor, Ms. Ann, want to meet us this Wednesday. But told him I have other event for that day already. Helping out in transporting logistics and having our World Red Cross Day Post Mortem meeting that day too. Am I running away from reality? I dare not face my other Exco team in NYAA Chapter after that meeting which finalize my decision which is on the same day as our Ops Team 1 outing, Sunday. Hanging out was cool but after that when everything ends and we were walking to the MRT station. My feet started to get heavier and feel down-er because fun is over and reality is back.

Went to school today and it was the first day of school as a HMS Year TWO student! OMG~ Can you believe?! Soon after, year THREE will come! And all my lovely seniors from HMS and NPstrings will all not be around anymore... THAT'S SAD.

Talking about HMS. It is another of my love which I recently fall for. The Exco people were all AWESOME.

Suddenly remembered Hadi sir asking like I very busy in my school and say is it because I have someone I like in guitar or anywhere that's why I like always go for it. NO. Told you that I dare not think about love already. :)

Had only one tutorial every Monday which is IT from 0900-1100 hours only and OTOT. Reached school and if you see what Gwendolyn tagged me, we were crapping at Ngee Ann Polytechnic bus-stop while waiting for the arrival of our bus-stop gang. :) Saw Ding Xiang and wave with the typical style of his.

Oh oh! Suddenly remember Valerie saying if he is REALLY a gay? :) So funny! I was like YES. But he have a lot of scandal during the camps though. WHOOMPS. He accept BOTH female and male?! Haha!

Nice. Starting to laugh already. :)

Oh oh! Love today's tutorial because our teacher introduce us to this children website with all games and I LOVE the Michael Michael Go Recycle! That's why Hui Xian tag me that quote in Facebook! Here is the link!

AWESOME GAME.

But I always like at level two, accidentally press wrong key and then the whole page gone and need to restart again! Then Valerie will always say why you start at level TWO while she is like already at level FIVE??? Ahhhhhh!!!!!!! HAHA!

Oh! Forgotten to go Mama Shop to buy Milo for tomorrow's breakfast and tidbits for my four hours lecture tomorrow! CRAP.

Suddenly remember Ops Team 1 got people write on Boon Ping's back saying he look like Mr. Krabby in Spongebob Sqaurepants show. Hahas! So funny can?!

After school went to IT Helpdesk because I just found out my CS4 Fireworks is missing and Valerie need to install everything because she did something to her lappy then everything gone? Sat there for quite some time and started chatting and playing games with my iPhone.

Can't wait for our clique all get 1 iPhone and that is the moment when they will think it's normal for me with an iPhone because I'm very bad with the apps and ya. Just seem kukus for me with a iPhone. Haha!

After that head down to The Cathay for lunch because it had been quite some time since they last ate with me? WHOOMPS. Either overslept or cannot make it etc. Super full after that so went to walk around at the Cathay and to also waste time because wanted to watch movie with Gui Luan and the NPStrings gang but in the end never go. Because after hanging out and drinking GONG CHA *AWESOME MAN* Still have TWO more hours till 1800 hours and all my electronic devices seem to be dying. So headed home after drinking GONG CHA. YEAH YEAH. Which make my tummy even more FULL. But before we go off, showed Hui Xian the Teenage Dream song by Glee which make her overly addicted to it. The singer is simply CHARMING. Hahaha!

Came home wanna sleep but forced to bathed as requested my my third sis, Ai Ping. Slept till 1900+ hours and went to order Macdonald delivery for her and myself but she only ate after giving tuition somewhere. Hahas! Didn't even notice she left until I woke up. Super tired and I think is the digestion problem.

Did not plan to eat Macdonald but when I woke up, was like HUNGRY again. So decided to order. FAT FAT. Hahax! WHOOMPS.

Send mail out to helpers for request in helping to transport logistics and so far only Adeline, Edna, and me which I know currently? Shall check my mail tomorrow again then.

Tomorrow I don't know what to do man. Seniors' practice starts at 1930 hours and the freshies practice starts at 1730 hours. But we can also go for the freshies practice to see see look look talk talk. But like I end school at 1300 HOURS? What to do man? Should I go home like Valerie? She also have CCA at Ang Mo Kio around the same timing and she plans to go home rest first. Maybe me too? Hahaz! But like lazy only man~

Time to sleep already~ Feeling HAPPY now. :) SERIOUSLY. But when the topic is brought up again. There goes my HAPPY and here comes my SORROW then. WHOOMPS. Haha!

CIAO.

2011-04-09T06:01:00.000-07:00

Memories

At times I wonder if I can continue... Having commitments is good, but too many is just a unbearable. But my love for guitar and Red Cross Youth is getting stronger and stronger. Won't it just be great if life is just about this two things?

Recently NPStrings AGM just ended. The past few weeks have been intense guitar but I was not stress over this matter though. I actually enjoyed it and just wish we can have practice EVERYDAY. But my commitment for other things just drowned me and I kept worrying the other things.

Got so addicted to Hikari song after Alvin played it on the piano. Hahaha! I remember hearing it somewhere someday in the past.

Just watched the video on Facebook uploaded by Hadi sir? About Red Cross Youth and it was AWESOME. Hahas!

Yesterday after AGM, I felt sad because it ended and slowly... Everything that I love will come to an end. Alright, maybe it is just me thinking too much but ya... I'm afraid to face the future. Alone.

Feeling weird this few days and felt like breaking down and cry but not sure why. I feel lost and all my commitments I volunteered myself for seem so... Disappearing... My heart is aching now but who can I share it with?

I feel lost and I hate the feeling. I feel I'm very irresponsible and I hate the feeling too... It's easy to say, then just be MORE committed! But how?

My commitment, my love, my life...

- Family

- Friends

- Studies

- Scholarship

- Red Cross Youth

- Hougang Secondary School Red Cross Youth

- NPStrings

- Guitar

- NYAA Chapter

- School of Humanities

But under each category there are more to be seen then just the title itself. I'm given a post but at times I feel that I'm not doing it right.

Tomorrow I'm going for HMS pre-camp and my group members DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM even though I'm in the Exco team too. I fail as a person, a friend, a leader, a follower.

Told Hidayah have been busy this few days and was rather stress. Even though jobs are done by my team, I still feel bad and guilty for not being able to help much. They seem to be doing everything and me nothing. I feel so lost for this pre-camp. Guitar is my only hideaway from all this burden and next I need to settle World Red Cross Day because I'm under the admin team and I don't seem to be doing much. Have not check my mails the past few days. Not doing my job in WRCD and in HMS.

Sometimes I wonder how people do it all. I have not pack my bag for tomorrow till now because I really want to breakdown soon. Need to find a way to say everything I have in my mind. Even if this post just seem weird, I DON'T CARE.

I can't seem to read my heart or even mind anymore.

What I can do now is help as much as I could be redeem my evil doing of irresponsibility...

After crying in the toilet felt better. I think I feel better now also because Sylvia came to ask me print things for her and her friendliness make me feel less scare for tomorrow's pre-camp then.

Feel better now. Off to camp tomorrow till Wednesday then!

Love,

me.

2011-03-17T08:18:00.000-07:00

Memories

My new blogskin I found online. Simple and nice. Sometimes I wish my life can just be simple and nice. But in life, there are too many temptation for us human to do. Like many things to learn and gain from. Life is an ongoing learning process and I doubt I can ever stop because I just can't resist the temptation to gain higher achievements in life. Whereby to learn new things and improve in whatever I do and sustain what I am doing for now. WOW. That is lots of things to do for my life and back to the topic for living simple and nice? Not possible! But hopefully my PERSONALITY is nice and simple though~ Haha! WHOOMPS.

TODAY. Went for this Communication Skills Workshop from 1000-1715 hours. I was suppose to report at 0845 hours but APPARENTLY I woke up at 0830 hours INSTEAD. Hence, I went to cab down spending a total of $24.70!!!! OMG. *Heart broken* Tomorrow is the second and last day for this workshop so MUST MUST MUST sleep early today then! Which means after this blogging and I shall go take my nap then. HAHA! Luckily got Amalina to accompany me for this workshop, or else I will be super lonely and... AWKWARD.

Had lunch with both Beverly, the girl from Current Affairs Club whom I know from the Monday CCA Leaders Workshop, and Amalina! :P After that went back for round two of the workshop. The whole thing ended around 1715 hours and Amalina, Jessica, and Jessica's friend, the four of us head down to Block 71 for CCA. Thought can at least practice guitar for awhile but apparently when I reach, it was time to leave... So I went home after reaching Block 71. DIAOZ. Lamezzzz.

After which, hope that they was dinner at home but APPARENTLY AGAIN, my parents went out already so I had to buy my own food. Dropped at Avenue 8 and bought Macdonald AGAIN. Yesterday had a Double Cheeseburger for dinner only, but today better, Double Cheeseburger MEAL and UP-SIZE still. Hahaha! DIAOZ. Helped Li Ping, second sis, to buy her wanted magazine and make me so embarrassed at 7eleven because at the counter then she called me again and say change the magazine to another one. OMG. Hahas! *no face anymore* She also said she was not hungry but ended up eating HALF of my French fries! DIAOZ. Hahax! But I watched American Idol Season 10 Top 12 before I went to bathe and LOVE LOVE LOVE and still LOVING Scotty! He so cute can?! Aiyoyo~ CUTIE PIE. Hahaz! Slack home, watched television and have yet took out and iron my clothes for tomorrow yet.

OMG. Tomorrow must wear formal attire or business wear and A-ma and I was like, we are not business students anywayz. Just wear formal but not TOO formal then. Lol! So I DECIDED to wear the one that I wore for my Professional Development presentation then. The only formal attire I have I think. WHOOMPS. Haha! NO DRESS DEFINITELY. Muhahaha! Plus they plan for us this dinner etiquette tomorrow night at a halal restaurant in NUS? Hmmm. RANDOM MUCH? HAHA! But quite excited for tomorrow though. Hopefully is fun and funny to entertain me for the WHOLE day then! Also enriching and fruitful too definitely. =P

Now watching this Korean show called... Scandal Makers? Sound familiar, seem to be in the movie before I think.

For everything you missed, you have gained something else;

And for everything you gain, you lose something else.

It is about your outlook towards life. You can either regret or rejoice.

Rejoice for your presence, regret for not being true... Xb

2011-03-12T00:20:00.000-08:00

Memories

12 March 2012, Saturday.

I have no idea what I am blogging today. Just deleted a whole lot of things I typed because I know it is not right to say those things. Hahax!

PEACE EVERYONE.

I LOVE MY UNIT.

I feel tired and now breathing in second hand smoke and I seriously hate it.

I feel aimless now and I apologize to my blog because I promised to blog happily in the future but I am not doing it now.

No mood at all. Maybe it is because of the natural disaster in Japan. Maybe because I just want to sleep.

Found out there are a lot of 'I's in my blog post and it's so I!!

Bored. Tired. Irritated. No feeling and simply stoning at my keyboard a few second ago.

I feel as if something is missing in my life but I seriously have no idea what it is. My life is so buzzing but yet I feel as if a part of me is not there yet... There is this little emptiness in me but not sure what is it.

2011-03-10T04:58:00.000-08:00

Memories

Blogging again. Today woke up at 1015 hours and had a bad headache so decided to skip Hougang Secondary School Life Run First Aid Duty then. In conclusion, stayed home the whole day today. Haha! But managed to prepare somethings at home. Like packing my bag for tomorrow and preparing my mufti, check my mails, done up my NCOs Training Day for my lovely Secondary threes, and manage to check with my cadets for the Tanjong Katong Girls School Red Cross Youth campfire performance and THEY HAVE NOT PRACTICE YET. OMG~ HAHA! Oh oh! Also played my guitar in the noon.

Speaking about guitar. OMG. Got nagged and scolded my Alvin just now again then... Next week is the start of practice for our performance on the 8 April 2011 during our Annual General Meeting, BUT I CAN'T ATTEND A SINGLE TRAINING NEXT WEEK AT ALL. Training will always be on Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday every week till the day of our performance. BUT next week I already have plans for EVERY SINGLE DAY. OMG~ Tuesday- NCOs Training Day and TKGRCY Campfire. Thursday and Friday is the Communications Skills Workshop with Amalina. You understand why Alvin kind of scolded me just now already through SMS? SIANZ. Plus the songs we going to be performing are all new, never played before! My old songs from the past are no good at all and now the NEW songs. Bless me please~

But I can't wait for the AGM too because I am going to be the emcee for that night! WOOHOO~ Hahas! Zhi Wen and I will be emcee-ing together~ FIRST TIME EVER. So exciting and nervous and SCARE. Hahax! No choice. I was born timid. WHOOMPS. Hahaz!

Which means I cannot make it for our Red Cross Youth Awards and Promotion Ceremony! SOBS SOBS. UNLESS, it is in the afternoon~ But NOT POSSIBLE. Because it is a Friday and only can have the event in the evening or night time. Which is the SAME as our NPStrings AGM. It is from 1930-2200 hours. SAD...

Sometimes instead of hating that person that discriminate you. Thank him or her because they make you stronger and tougher. Of course, it is hard to face it because it will be harsh. That is why I prefer taking the softer way to correct oneself instead of discriminating because it will be really hurtful. Lol!

Sick and tired of all the saying by people but it is a form for me to improve myself too. But at TIMES, it will be GREAT if nothing of such is said but we just enjoy and appreciate each other existence. HAHA! AWESOME.

Just now my dog was like suddenly running around and I got SO SHOCK. In the end, he was chasing a moth! I quickly ran to my mum and was like OMG and started laughing at my stupid-ness and the way my dog is trying to catch a FLYING moth. Hahaha! So funny~

And NOW. My mummy is watching horror show from the television! OMG~ CHANGE CHANNEL!!!!!!!!!!

Happiness is a choice.

2011-03-06T08:57:00.000-08:00

Memories

Today... Had chocolate cake for breakfast and then went for the final leap of house viewing today. Went to quite a number of houses and had a in between break for our late lunch and then continue with the viewing of houses.

Not in a good mood now. So can't really laugh. Sorry.

Went to two houses that has dog(s), really cute. While seeing houses just kept messaging my cadets and YO. So many things to do. So many things in mind and I freaking scare I will slip out anything or forget anything.

Got home and straight away knock out in my living room. Woke up and dinner was on the table already. Had porridge. My parents and second sis, Li Ping, then went for a second viewing while I rest at home and we confirm moving into that house already. Not sure the block number, but it is a 17 floor high Seng Kang flat. No more walking of staircase for me already... Don't really like... But no choice. My one voice cannot compete against the other five voices in my family... Maybe this is one of the reason why I feel unhappy now.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Going to cry again blog... I DON'T KNOW WHY. I VERY TIRED BLOG. I DON'T KNOW HOW. I LIKE A DUMMY I FEEL. USELESS USELESS AND MORE USELESS. FRUSTRATING. VERY VERY FRUSTRATED. IRRITATED.

Happy things. My eldest sis, Mei Ping, her boyfriend proposed to her today at Vivo City already~ And when she tell me, I was already in a bad mood and could not celebrate the joy she had in her and her boyfriend, Jia Xiang. Jia Xiang was around too, he sleeping overnight at our place today. But I just can't be bothered with anything just now and just kept using my laptop while my twin sisters got hype up and kept talking about the ring he bought for my sis.

Later have to wake up at 0600 hours for the NYAA Chapter outing from 0830-1900 hours for Exco Committee. And we don't get to have the Alumni Club House member card because our club is very small. Is like what?! We plan the exact among of activities like other clubs too! It was just crap. Can't be bothered with it too, anyway my friends and I always go to SIM eat only. WHO CARES.

I want to sleep. Why do I always feel lost when I am asked to do something. Maybe I just too dumb. Or maybe just NOT NEEDED. Or I too slow and everything is done and I feel irritated because I did not do anything and I feel bad and guilty. I think is more of the point three and also a few percentage of the point one and two.

Valerie saying, " It's nice to go out with you all, I feel carefree and just feel super happy and light and nothing to worry about. " I think sometimes I do agree with Valerie. When we go out, we just GO OUT. We talk random things and craps and play together and take pictures here and there.

I think the same goes to Gui Luan, but it had been real long since I last met her... She is like my big sister.

Later in the day, outing with NYAA Chapter. Only 15 people going inclusive of Exco committee. Going to school first and followed by East Coast Park.

Tuesday nothing to do. But want to plan training for my unit's FAC team. We will see how it goes then.

Wednesday going out with Evil Partner (EP), Jia Min, to shop shop at Dhoby Ghaut.

Thursday having Life Run First Aid Duty for my school, Hougang Secondary School. Go there and help out my cadets. After that, in the afternoon going to help out under NPStrings because they have some performance going on and will be helping out in ushering people to their seats etc I think, that was what Zhi Wen said.

Friday doing First Aid Duty at Naval Base Primary School House Carnival and after that have World Red Cross Day Recee in the school we gonna held our event at.

Saturday is Mei Ping's Birthday but in the morning going down to unit to train with cadets for FAC first.

Sunday is FREE.

Goodnight and goodbye old house... We are going to move away from you soon... I will definitely miss you lots and lots and lots...

Love,

Your previous owner's child,

Low Yu Ping

May the next owner treasure you...

xoxo

2011-03-02T21:08:00.000-08:00

Dear blog... I not sure why... But I just feel like breaking down and start crying like mad and then go to bed. But I not sure why too... Going to HSRCY later and at night meeting batchmates, hope everything are getting better then... I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHY I FEEL THIS WAY. Hate this feeling... Lost. Sad. Irritated. Looking for my laughters and happiness once again... But I manage to laugh a little while watching Mr. Bean just now. At least I manage to smile heartily for that moment and it felt awesome.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO SCREAM AND CRY.

2011-02-28T08:55:00.000-08:00

Memories

Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! Why why why?! The silly old me... I should had responded saying HI but I never... Tell me why~ Ain't nothing but a heartbreak~ Lalala~ Hahas! Aiyoyo~ No clue why I never respond also... *bang head on the wall* Missed the little chance of saying HI HI. Hahax! Or WASSUP yoz?! What's done is done, now is to mend this silly behaviour of mine to prevent it from repeating again. Hahaz! Tsk tsk tsk~ Yu Ping ah Yu Ping... Lol!

Today...

Slack at home the from morning till afternoon. Watching the Oscars and the whole event was just simply grand and amazing and AWESOME. Haha! Love the set ups and the HOSTS definitely. If you had missed it, it is a MUST MUST to watch! The way they engaged the audience and the videos they showed was HILARIOUS. The way they edited it and all was really perfect. The wonder all this peeps are paid with BIG $$$. HAHA! *Thumbs up to you all* I seriously bow down to you. The whole Oscars just took my breath away~ It was my honor to watch it LIVE yoz. WOOHOO~

After that watched the Time Traveler's Wife if I remember the title correctly? Hahas! Quite sad... Even though I missed out the last part to bathe and prepare myself to go down to Hougang Secondary School. Hahax! the husband realizing when he will die and yet have to lie to his wife that the future will be all fine... So... TOUCHING. Sobs sobs. *Cover face* Hahaz!

Head down to HS for HSRCY of course~ DIAOZ. For... TKGRCY Campfire! See!!! Nice VI go down to unit to help cadets to brainstorm what to perform. Hmmm. HAHA! We need to perform a song item, it needs to be ten minutes, and the theme for the campfire is called dance floor anthem. Therefore... Muhahaha! You shall see it when you see it. HEHE. I think it's AWESOME~ Lalala~ But everyone have different standards RIGHT? So. You know. My AWESOME is your hmmm. Hahas! But I think my AWESOME-ness is when EVERYONE put in their best effort to do that something no matter what thing it is. Even if you think it really fail, I still think it's AWESOME because of the process and the WOOHOO work from everyone. Yup yup!

After that, mummy called and fetched me home but before that we went to buy our dinner first. Had dinner at home and my parents dropped me at Hougang MRT station for me to head down to HQ for this Disaster Preparedness Programme. WHICH daddy heard it as Disaster Pregnancy Programme and I was like WHAT?! Haha! He trying to act cute but FAIL. WHOOMPS. HEHE.

I find the programme rather enriching because it was my first time to such thing anyways. But mainly I think they need NEW BLOOD to join the Disaster Preparedness team type of thingy? Quite interesting though I think. Wonder what will my three lovely ladies *Hui Xian, Terine and Valerie* will say about me if I were to join the DP team. I think they will probably kill me and just can't be bothered with me anymore. And all my wife and mistress and children~ Wow. They will be like you still want to join MORE??? HAHA! Basically all my wife, mistress and children are just my classmates in Polytechnic. T05 IS THE LOVE~ MAGIC~ POWER~ WOOHOO.

After that saw all the Heads and Assistant Heads of all the Ops Team. Hmmm. Feel little... Hahaha! Oh oh! Did I say when I was about to reach HQ, I ACTUALLY saw Jian Fu sir, Jorin ma'am, Poh Boon sir, and Rui Xian ma'am? I was like... OMG. The four seniors! Feel weird walking behind them to the HQ, because it was just ME ALONE. Hahas! But they are not scary of course. They are really really nice seniors. Just that you know me~ Timid as always. Hahax! Scare this and that. Aiyoyo~ It is JUST ME. Lalala~

Went for supper with Calvin, Noel ma'am, Si Ling, Zhi Qi sir, and Zhi Sheng sir. At the always famous supper shop for me, I think it is called dou hua? Is it??? Hmmm. Not sure about the spelling. But I think my three ladies, NPStrings peeps, and 10/09 should know where it is then. But sadly I think is non-halal though... Oh well~

After that is home sweet home and those weirdz weirdz topicz by the weirdz weirdz Calvin again. OMG. But I just kept laughing, and laughing, and LAUGHING.

Tomorrow aka TODAY. Gonna stay home the whole day and going for house viewing at night. Hmmm. Not too sure the exact locations, shall go enjoy and search my family-to-be-house then! Hope it is good and nice~

The start something new

brings the hope of something great.

Anything is possible.

There is only one you.

And you will only pass this way once.

Do it right.

-1991-

2011-02-26T04:43:00.000-08:00

Memories.

It has been awhile because of my buzzing studies the past for days and my final examination is finally over. I just hope those that I answered in the papers are right and can bring me to a passing grade~ Putting aside work, I should be very excited because it is the holidays now and I can RELAX. But I think it will only be for now though... I will be buzzing around during the holidays again I guess... Let me see... Next week I will be going for this Disaster Preparedness and Response Programme, going out with my three besties *Just in case you don't know who, they are... Hui Xian! Terine! Valerie!* Haha! Also celebrating my grandma's birthday and having WRCD Committee meeting. But this is not the REAL busy I am talking about definitely. It is rather enjoyable. NOT saying the things that make me busy are NOT enjoyable! They are! I know they will BE. But is just lots of preparation to do? No pain no gain right? HAHA! But the pain can be a FUN pain too of course~ It is just your own point of view... It is stated by the developmental changes that children will learn that people may have different interpretation to the same event due to the differing interpretative processes. So just enjoy and have fun in it and I believe it will be FUN FUN, no more FUN PAIN. Hahaha! And I KNOW it will be! Holidays will be till around mid of April I think and I will be YEAR 2. OMG... There will be year 1 students!!! WOW~ How time past...

I have SO MANY things to talk to you blog, to come to think of it. Hahas! You might just FAINT. Was really busy since the previous Saturday that just ended, not today's! Ya... Saturday was negatively speechless and fall sick on Sunday, did not have the mood to study at ALL. Just kept sleeping... Sleeping... And SLEEPING. OMG. Hahax! Felt better on Monday and went for the First Aid Competition briefing for helpers at night while I study in the day. The rest of the days was just plainly studying at home, excited on the selection of house, eating with family, watching television etc. Hahaz! But was just plainly busy with studies and of course give time to my family too. Laugh with them, go nuts with them, fighting with my sis over the dog... Lol! It was funny. She was just plainly INSANE. I want to touch Sky and she say don't touch him and started running away from me with Sky! Haha! So we was like running around the house, shouting, laughing, and me trying to snatch Sky back to me. It was really really fun. I think this period of time I kind of got closer with my family members and definitely got closer to my module Child Development after studying it so many days. HAHA!

Oh! I was also overwhelmed during my study time that MY ELDEST SIS, Mei Ping, IS GOING TO GET MARRIED. But not so soon of course~ But they decided to have their wedding on the 1st of March 2013. I know it is still long, but WHO CARES. She is GOING to get MARRIED. YEAH! Hahaha! A very blessing event indeed. They are also going to see one of the hotel at Sentosa on the 25th of March THIS YEAR to see if the hotel suits them and things like that~ Of course~ My busybody twin sisters are tagging along with the about to get married couples then... Hahas! My twin sisters are going to be the emcee for Mei Ping's wedding! Unless they change last minute... AWESOME AWESOME.

Speaking about last minute, I was so SO excited to come home TODAY because my mummy was suppose to cook steak today and like have a family dinner in our own HOUSE. But apparently my eldest and second sis, Mei Ping and Li Ping, not free... So in the end NO MORE. Sad-ed. But it was okay~ And my irritating daddy say when we move to the new house I will stay in the extra room... My third sis, Ai Ping, ask what is that even! OMG~ Then I say STORE ROOM. And they all... WOW SO CLEVER AR. Grrrrrrr... All because I said something wrong to him! EVIL. Hahax! And I protected myself by saying NEVERMIND, I WILL BE HARRY POTTER THEN. AND THE OWLS WILL COME AND SEND ME A LETTER TO GO TO HOGWARDS. DIAOZ.

Anyways, tomorrow going for house viewing from 1300-1500 hours. Wonder where the person is going to introduce us too... Hmmm. But a 4 hours house viewing?! Are there SO MANY house to view at the first place??? Errr. Hahaz! But still, I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HOUSES. Like SO exciting~

Today's First Aid Competition was okay I think. I was under admin. Even though we accidentally did some parts wrong, we manage to mend it I think? Especially Jia Min and Pei Ling! They are simply AWESOME yoz. It was really good to be under them because they are very well prepared. Lol! And fun too! Not saying we did NOT work, we DID. But we work through PLAY. We find our own entertainment to make ourselves enjoy this event too by joking around etc. Haha! LOVE LOVE THEM VERY VERY MUCH.

After that had 12/11 POC and home sweet home. Went off with Pei Ling and Shu Ying first while the 12/11s had their mentor and mentee talking session. HAHA! WHOOMPS. Met Jia Wen at Causeway Point and it was really funny, because they thought Jia Wen is waiting for them at Jurong Point. So here is the story... After using the toilet, I suddenly feel super uncomfortable and home sick. But we also want to go peep-a-boo at Qing Xiang sir working at the OCBC bank there so we just went from the toilet at the basement. Outside this Singtel shop we walked past, I saw this girl that looked like Jia Wen and I just made this passing comment... "I know very weird, but I think that girl look like Jia Wen." They ask me where and I say there. And they were both surprised and said, "It IS Jia Wen!" HAHA! Jia Wen was actually waiting for them at Causeway Point and not Jurong Point. Miscommunication~ WHOOMPS. Hahaha! But that scene was really really funny. And Shu Ying with her eye candy comments was... Wow~ Must sit when listen to her story, CANNOT stand her. Hahas! It was nice hanging out with them because there was no gap between us and I just feel comfortable with them. It was nice, really really nice. Pei Ling helped me buy coke while we waited for her outside because I am like super home sick. Thank you Pei Ling! Went home taking bus 161 still feeling unwell and home sick and tired. But after boarding the bus for awhile, got better and I just started playing PLANTS VERSUS ZOMBIES with my beloved iphone that is one week old only. Hahax! Reached home and it was YEAH YEAH.

Played with my dog for awhile and got shot by my daddy about the store room thingy then went to bathe because I STINK. Hahaz! But started crying in the toilet after I bathed. I just suddenly recalled my comments from Calvin today about my duty as a DT last Saturday for Evacuation Accreditation and the memories to it really make me sad... I totally failed in it... And I just started crying in the toilet non-stop. When I got out of the toilet then I realize my parents went out already. That means I really cried for quite some times... The everything for that day was just total screw up to me... The thought of it now make me feel like crying again, but I can't because Li Ping is using the toilet now and my parents are coming home soon with my DRINK or DESSERT~ YEAH YEAH. Ya. I told myself I shall not cry for that anymore. But seriously, maybe I am just too sensitive or I am a very good sense-er. Lol! I felt that everyone was very irritated by me because I did not do my job and ya... I keep think of their looks on me and it really break my heart. But at least Pei Ling and Ying Yan was there to encourage me that made me stop thinking from it that day of accreditation, or else I will just DIE. Haha! I think I have been too busy with studies that I bottled everything up inside me and today Calvin's comments opened up my bottle and I just poured it all out at home just now. But it was good that Calvin tell me my mistakes and all... Thank you very MUCHI Calvin! HAHA! Wanted to tell boss, Alvin, just now to release my screams inside me. But after typing the first sentence 'I very sad', I just can't take it and ran to the toilet and cool down. I think my house toilet is my hidden room man and maybe my 'store room bedroom' in the future too. DIAOZ. Hahaha! Even Li Ping knows about the store room thingy yoz! Even though she was not around when daddy say that! Must be her evil twin, Ai Ping, tell her one! Grrrrrrrrrrr....... Hahas! But ya, after the second round of crying, I decided to stop CRYING. Lalala~ Anyway, boss also have not finish his papers too. So don't want to disturb him. But WHO KNOWS. He was NOT studying! But he say he studying later outside and study till the next day. I wonder if he is going to study with... Wahahaah! YOU KNOW WHO. Hehe~

I think that is all then. YEAH YEAH. Just gonna sit back and relax while waiting for my drink or dessert from my parents~ WOOHOO. Hahax! Can't wait for HOUSE VIEWING TOMORROW. YIPPEE or YOUPIE!

The thought of NYAA Chapter make me kind of stress again... Nevermind, I shall see in to ALL my STRESS-ness tomorrow when I have to POWER IN ME~ Hahaz! Face them once and for all! GO GO GO!

2011-02-14T06:35:00.000-08:00

Memories.

Lots of things running through my mind again. Lots of work loading on again. Time to organize myself before I feel like killing myself again. Haha! Simply? AWESOME.

Got National Youth Achievement Award Chapter, World Red Cross Day, The Christieara Programme, Diploma Plus, Field Particum assignment, The Choice is Yours camp, Child Development final examination to settle now.

Tomorrow only have school from 1100-1300 hours. But later in the evening, 1800 hours, there is the School of Humanities Exco meeting to talk about our camp proposal. Which means I have five hours in between break. Want to do something that time to reduce my burden. Now not sure if I should go home straight after school or not. Which means I have three hours at home but will I have the mood to go back to school again or the mood to work at home? HAHA! This is the questioning part. OMG.

Flip the coin and decide again? Hahaha!

Oh oh! Need to find materials for Visual Arts lesson tomorrow~ Ribbons etc. Need to search for it later when I pack my bag already then.

Oh! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY is today! But today is just any other days. School-ed. Almost late. Show dead fly in shuttle bus. YUCKS. School from 0900-1600 hours. Went home after school. Bus 74 was very VERY warm. Bought snacks from underground shop. Ate snacks at home. Slack. Had dinner. Slack. Check mails. Burden adding on. YAWN YAWN. Want to sleep and start doing work tomorrow morning before going to school instead of doing now. Need to leave house at around 0900-0930 hours tomorrow. Hoping to wake up at 0700 hours tomorrow. Hope I can get up by then and NOT oversleep again.

Time to FLIP the coin!

Head 'Go Home'. Tail 'Stay in School'.

Here goes...

The answer is... TAIL. Should I REALLY stay in school? Hmmm. Maybe I just bring my lappy to school tomorrow first and see how it goes then. Hahaha!

What else do I need to bring to school? Hmmm. My art file??? A3 size?! So big... Lazy to bring... Not sure if need to bring too. Hahas! Feel giddy now. It is time for bed.

PS. Not going to move somewhere far. Maybe looking into the houses near Hougang Mall if possible? Hmmm. See how it goes then.

Life is not measured by the number of breath we take,

but the number of moments that take one breath away.

2011-02-13T06:57:00.000-08:00

Memories.

I FINISHED MY ASSIGNMENT NEEDED TO SUBMIT TOMORROW. *CLAPS*

But now the next thing bothering me... MY FAMILY WANT TO MOVE HOUSE. *THUNDER, STORM, LIGHTNING*

I wonder if it is something good... But I don't want to move to somewhere far from where I am now, but some people say is quite lame to buy a new house in your neighborhood only. BUT I DON'T WANT TO MOVE. OMG~ Now according to the person helping us to sell our house, the buyer had decided to buy our house in the amount we want. So most probably moving I guess... This have been going on since end of last year till now and after today's viewing, someone finally want to buy our house. Should I be happy or sad???

Anyways, before all this was announce to me. My mood today was quite smooth and happy, but now is a little unstable due to the moving of house thingy...

What I done today...

- Dim sum with my grandparents, mum, aunt, sisters, their boyfriends and cousins.

- Aaron and my sister's boyfriends came down to our house to play while my grandparents go home and my aunt go for house visiting to her friend's place.

- They play, I do my work...

- Running with my third sis, Ai Ping, to Punggol Park and back.

- Head down to my grandparents' house and return my cousin to them. Hahas!

- My mum and grandma both cooked together for dinner today~ YUM YUM.

- While cooking, continue doing my work at my grandparents' house.

- Had the AWESOME-est dinner EVER.

- Continue doing my work after dinner.

- Being drove home by my mum so that I can do my work at ease back home while Ai Ping go to the airport to send her friends off because they going Australia to study. Hmmm. I wonder if they will be in the same school as Esther Yeo ma'am or Shwu Yueh ma'am? Hahax!

- Finish work by 2200 hours and feeling so AWESOME.

- Free on easy. Chat online, check e-mails, Facebook-ing.

- BLOGGING NOW.

Tomorrow having lesson at 0900 hours. Which means I need to wake up by 0600 hours. TIME TO SLEEP.

*FINGER CROSS TO MOVING HOUSE TO SOMEWHERE NEAR*

2010-12-27T08:33:00.000-08:00

Memories

It has been a hectic holiday for me filled with happiness and sadness.

17 Dec: Last day of school for 2010.

17-20 Dec: Red Cross Youth Challenge 2010

21 Dec: Guitar practice and submission of Field Particum assignment.

22 Dec: Went out for lunch with Brenda, Cassandra, Wen Xin and her sister. Shop for Christmas gift with the company from Cassandra. Went to grandparents' house for reunion dinner.

23 Dec: BBQ Contest hosted by Alvin and his gang, attended with Gui Luan, Syikin, Zach, and Zhi Wen. Went to celebrate Christmas with VI peeps.

24 Dec: Met up with supervisor for my comments about my lesson done. Christmas Celebration with NPStrings peeps after that. Submit my evaluation for my lesson by midnight that day.

25 Dec: Celebrated Christmas with my family

26 Dec: Celebrated Christmas with my three beloved- Hui Xian, Terine and Valerie. Plus a mini surprise of a bag from them at the end of the day for my Birthday gift. THANK YOU.

27 Dec: Celebrated Christmas with my beloved class, T05. TODAY OR you can say the day that just passed. Plus yet another Birthday surprise from them with the mini cupcakes made by Valerie. Also a Sketch book from my three AWESOME peeps filled with love. Thank you very muchi!

It has been long long LONG since I last blogged yoz. Hahas! Feeling a little weird now though... Don't know what I am feeling too. So ironic right? I am suppose to teach children about feelings and yet I can't even know my OWN feelings. Hahax! AWESOME MUCH? Maybe I am just thinking too much? Maybe I am excited for the NEW YEAR but yet unable to let go of the current year? I just don't know how to express myself this few days. But seeing the Sketch book given from my three loves, was really heartwarming because I can ACTUALLY see the FUN I had in 2010 before it ends... Sad also because I can only see T05 and my three loves only NEXT YEAR and not anymore after Ms. Lavina's house! When I receive the message from Terine followed by Yeng Minn and then Le Ying... I was like OMG~ I MISS THEM. Hahaha! Not gonna see them anymore and Terine Tay is going Malaysia till next year! Even though is just three days away... BUT OMG. Weirdz weirdz feeling I guess~

A BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO HUI XIAN, TERINE, VALERIE & T05 FOR THE SURPRISE TODAY AKA YESTERDAY AT MS LAVINA'S PLACE. *touched* Haha!

Also to my beloved NPStrings of course! HAHA! The log cake~ OMG.

Many things to say. Wanna say I love Bravo RCYC'10. Love T05. Love VIs. Love NPStrings. Love my family. Loves loves loves. Having love sick now I guess~ Hahaha! DIAOZ.

PEACE.

You are the creator of your own destiny.

2010-11-17T02:23:00.000-08:00

SORRY.

2010-11-13T11:37:00.000-08:00

Memories.

Went for this Documentary Workshop that teaches us all about filming documentaries etc. Did interviewing today and for that moment felt like a Media student? One of my past dreams~ Hahas! But of course, now my dream is just to be good in my course and shine out bright from it with a little sparkles here and there~ Confuse? The sparkles are like my CCAs, participation in other activities in school etc. This is the period where you can flood yourself with many things which you want to learn, because in the future when we start working... there will not be time for me to do so much things already~

It was FUN for the Workshop I have to say~ Know some really AWESOME people from there, but don't really know them in a way? Hahax! I'm confused~ ANYWAY, will have the final workshop this coming Saturday and pairing up with Ariel to create a documentary on either children or animals. She want to video my dog! OH MY~ Will Sky become famous after it?! Hahaz! Shall see how it goes~ Maybe changing to children topic? =D

After that went to play MONOPOLY DEAL with Ariel while waiting for Hui Xian's arrival. Lol! AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! Met up with Hui Xian at the bus-stop and took straight bus to Valerie's 21st Birthday Party! Sadly... Terine is attending her aunt's wedding at Malaysia, so she was not able to make it today AKA yesterday. *hope she is alright*

The whole preparation for the party was AWESOME, but is just that Hui Xian and I are like TOTALLY out from it and to ME... I feel weird or KUKU~ Haha! Because I only know Hui Xian, Birthday girl and maybe her family members? In the end we went somewhere to play Monopoly Deal. WHOOMPS~ But of course when she cut her cake we went back in to join. ANYWAY, only played half round and we was called in for cake cutting session. HAHA!

The food was spicy and the cake was really sweet~ Maybe I took too much curry and their curry is SUPER spicy? Was like having a running nose after the dinner. Hahaha! The cake is made up of lots of cupcakes and Valerie just got to give me the one with a butterfly on IT. DIAOZ. Hahas! Took a very nice picture of the cake and is with Hui Xian, shall get from her one day.

After that too bus to KAP bus-stop and took 74 from there. Hui Xian dropped at Ang Mo Kio and APPARENTLY I fell asleep AGAIN and missed my stop AGAIN. Hahax! Dropped at Hougang bus interchange and luckily the bus that goes my house from there in a faster timing just arrived and I flew towards it.

On my laptop at 0100 hour I think? That was what Gui Luan told me when we were chatting just now. Hahaz! Oh oh! She so funny~ She bought refresher for Alvin, herself and me because it was on DISCOUNT. Lol! In the party half way, she called me asked if I want??? That was HILARIOUS. Haha! She is like going to give us during Tuesday guitar practice and our bag will smell simply AWESOME that day then~

Now is 0402 hours and my eyes seem to be closing soon I think~ HAHA! Oh oh! Shall introduce you some NICE documentary videos that our workshop show us one day when I am more awake then~ Going to sleep and then need to go library and borrow children books and then check bank account and then come home to do WORK. Hahaha! *finger cross* I can do all this today!

2010-11-04T22:58:00.000-07:00

Sang by Nick Jonas. Sweet song it is~ Hahaha!

Creative Arts in Early Childhood Years Module~ Like this MODULE!

Kept singing this song yesterday at New York New York. Hahas!

One of the funniest video ever! Introduced by my FAVOURITE module again~ WOOHOO.

Another cute video from my favourite module~

Smoothing song~ La la la~

How AWESOME is Glee?! Hahax!

Canon in d! So COOL~ AWESOMEEEEEEEE~~ Haha!

Nice~ :b

Another nice song heard~

2010-10-30T07:13:00.000-07:00

Memories.

I want to be ready for the world, but sometimes my tiredness will just stop me from fulfilling my dream.

I want to be the old me where I am always helping out whenever I am free but not like now, just don't feel like doing anything but sit back and relax.

I am still so young but yet I feel so old. Time is ticking and when I become adults it might be even more difficult for me to help out in whatever organisation or even Red Cross Youth.

I know all this but I am really tired...

Received E-mails from the trainers from my TCP Empowerment Camp 3 and I feel like a failure now. Want to help, but really lazy and my eyes does not seem to open as wide as before.

I want to join my Red Cross Youth seniors and peers for dinner after events like before but recently I am really tired and exhausted but I DON'T KNOW WHY?

I want to do so many things but yet I can't or maybe to say... I AM LAZY TO DO IT.

Greed.

That is the only thing I can say about me. Never know my own limits.

Tired.

My eyes are going to close any moment.

Wallet is with Jia Yuan now, left it in her bag. Going to get it from her tomorrow.

Need to plan my planner tomorrow, practice guitar, do French homework and just study.

It seems little but why do I feel so 'heavy' now?

So going to a coma later when I go to bed. Wonder what time I will get up~

2010-10-22T10:52:00.000-07:00

Memories.

Dear blog,

It has been quite some times since I last blog... Went to NPStrings training camp for 5 days and four nights. It was an awesome camp and I have to say that we were a lot more bonded and crazier together after it. Haha! Have been out with them the past few days. WOOHOO. Ended camp on Monday and we went out on Wednesday and Friday which just ended! HAHA! Loves loves~ My new love and commitment definitely. It is just so home-y to be with the NPStrings peeps. TOTALLY AWESOMEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~

What did I do on Friday? Hahaha!

Hmmm. Woke up and then my grandparents came over to take some things from our house and they brought breakfast over. Awwwwwwww~~~~~~ So SWEET. Nothing beats a homemade breakfast from my grandmother. Hahas! YUM YUM. After the food digestion, went to get ready for my fun-filled day with the NPStrings peeps! WOOHOOOOOOO~~~~~ Hahax! Met them at Dhoby Ghaut, 1230 hours??? But I missed the Dhoby Ghaut stop as I was too engross into my storybook. WHOOMPS. So I quickly dropped at Clarke Quay and bounced back one stop. Hahaz!

Peeps who went for outing today...

- Alvin the dinosaur boss? Lol! Suddenly felt that he looked like a dinosaur today. ROAR. Haha! WHOOMPS.

- Gui Luan AKA Gui Gui!

- Ken the Pika??? HAHA! Don't understand too~

- Sara-lynn AKA Mrs T.J. Hahax! WHOOMPS.

- Shi Yi the BIG HUGE eater! Unbelievable! Hahaz! But is always either Alvin or her be my rescuer from preventing me to waste my food. WHOOMPS.

- Suryadi. =p

- Tian Ji AKA T.J.

- Wei Ling the crazy one. Lol!

- Yong Zu AKA Mr. P.

- Yvonne. Xb

- Zhi Wen AKA Mr. Wen. Hahaha! RANDOM. The singer who lost his voice. Hahas! SO FUNNY~

And of course... MYSELF. Muhahaha!

Had lunch at Food Court then went to Yamaha and finally head down to the Play Nation which I always accidentally call it the Play Station. Hahax! WHOOMPS. Laughed, walked, took pictures and chat while doing all this of course. TYPICAL. Hahaz! Played the stacko game and Ken lost! WOOHOO. It was ALMOST me yoz. Lol! Went to play the console games they have there and we played whatever guitar hero etc games to play! Had way lot of FUN. Can tell from the lost of voice from our famous singer Mr. Wen! Haha! He sounded so man after that. OMG~ But was better after dinner I guess? HAHA! Went to Astons for dinner and Wei Ling joined us from then on. YUM YUM. So FULL FULL FULL. Hahaha! Gave bossy my fries. Bossy and Shi Yi tummy is like NEVER full? AMAZING. Hahas! They even ate Ken's chicken??? OMG.

After that no place to go so we went to Esplanade there and hang around. Hahax! Played the game which is similar to plaster and my poor leg have red marks now. Was sitting next to the crazy one, what can I expect? Hahaz! WHOOMPS. Her Birthday is the SAME AS ME. AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~ Lol! Played Heart Attack then head down to Marina Square and buy ice-cream. Mmmmmmmmmmm~~~~~~ Was wanting for ice-cream just now. Haha! Sat outside Marina Square and then home sweet home. I never miss my stop this time round! WOOHOO. Dropped at Hougang and then took bus but ALMOST missed my stop, luckily I opened my eyes just in time when I reach my stop. HAHA! *Wipe wipe*

Mei Ping and Richard going Bukit tomorrow??? I don't know how to spell it, it's some country thingy. Hahaha! Thought she said Bukit Timah then I was like WHAT???

School is starting this coming Monday and I need to wake up early again. Hahas! Currently need to stay back every Monday, Tuesday and Friday. So COOL, same as Gui Gui. WOOHOO. Hahax! Monday I have French class *which I will totally screw up because my first semester suck and I have not touch it for SO LONG*. Tuesday and Friday have guitar practice because our Family Concert is coming soon~ WOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~` Hahaz! Second day of UIP camp. SAD-ed. But OH WELL~ Lol!

Tomorrow having Gold Modular Workshop the whole day. My gosh~ Haha! Evacuation! WOOHOO. HAHA! Sunday shall be my rest day and CHIONG day. Giving tuition and all is free and easy~ So gonna brush up my French before class starts and get the hand of the first page of Canon in D for my guitar performance. Hahaha! Have 5A1 outing that day but just gotta reject it then~ Or else I will die terribly on Monday's French class. Oh dear...

Alright alright! That's all bloggy~

NPStrings rules! WOOHOO.

2010-10-11T07:29:00.000-07:00

Memories.

In life, there are too many things to do...

Enjoying your own life, your own success, your own earns, people's creation, the wonders of nature and MORE.

Helping the poor, the sick, the suffering.

But how is it possible for us to do so many things yet in so little time. Our life is simply too short for everything.

There is too many things I want to do in such a short time, my life is the timeline. There is no time to waste.

I want to go around the world to enjoy what we have, people's creation and everything. But I also want to go around the world to help people in need while appreciating what we all have. :p

Hello, I represent the nation of Yu Ping.

In my nation's past, we were ungrateful of what we have and always hope for something better. Kept complaining when we compare ourselves with the others who ere better than us but never thought of those who were poorer or worser than us. Always say without doing. Tend to avoid things that we were afraid of or quit when it is getting more difficult. Lastly, we are usually afraid of speaking out our thoughts and ideas because we are afraid of embarrassing ourselves.

But today we are people that appreciate what we have now and is willing to lend a helping hand to those people in need. Share the joy we have with the people around us and even the tiniest thing we give them may make a great difference in their life. We will do what we said and will stay strong in the difficult moment without giving up. Also, I believe we are ready to be the climbers or even the leading ones.

Thank you.

2010-10-07T07:20:00.000-07:00

Memories.

I'm BACK. Happy with the things I had gain there and sad for leaving all the mentors not able to see them again. Shall blog more in the tomorrow because my head is spinning now, time for bed. Hahaz!

I've made a difference today, have you?

2010-10-02T09:33:00.000-07:00

Memories

Home.

Prepare for tuition tomorrow.

Dinner at grandparents' house.

Home.

Was worn out thanks to the lack of printer ink.

Filled with adorable things at my grandparents' house with our four precious cousins.

Ivan, Aaron, Chelsea and Christine.

Had an AWESOME dinner like always whenever we go to our grandparents' house.

Tomorrow's plan

Tuition (1100-1230)

Sentosa (1330 hours onwards) with Hui Xian, Terine and Valerie.

Live. Laugh. Love.

2010-09-30T10:39:00.000-07:00

Kim Beom!

Happy Belated Birthday Xiu En!

Hahas! Should be able to guess what I had done 'yesterday' already right? :p OF COURSE. Celebrate my beloved friend, Yap Xiu En, Birthday! But belated... Hahax! No choice~ Busy busy busy...

Had tuition first then head down straight to Bishan. Tuition was suppose to be from 1200-1400 hours, but it rain so I waited for it to stop so that it will be easier for me to walk to the house. Waited till around... 1600 hours?! Then started to leave my house... OMG. By the time I reached her house I was like PERSPIRING like MADNESS. Hahaz! So before that did Xiu En's Birthday card first then~ When I reach her house, saw her sleeping on her sofa like a dead log. Lol! So funny~ Overly exhausted with all her Literature and History that she had the past two days maybe? Keep writing and writing and WRITING...

Oh oh! Found out something quite COOL. I THINK Mr. Jude Ang's wife is ACTUALLY from Seng Kang Secondary School and is the YO of the unit there! OMG. AWESOMEEEEEEEE!!! Saw her face at the First Aid Competition with the unit and went to her Facebook account and saw First Aid Competition pictures too! Way too coincidence yoz. Haha!

ANYWAY, gave tuition till 1830 hours and decided to meet them at 1930 hours instead then... At first Elaine and I wanted to buy Xiu En's present before meeting them, but apparently we does not have time! OMG. So only rushed to buy her present when we are sneaking around to buy her a Birthday cake. HAHA! WHOOMPS. But but the present we bought is NICE~ A 'Happy Birthday' balloon and a PINK daisy! =b

Went home after the mini belated surprise for her~ It had been so long since I last went home with a bunch of friends taking the same bus and I am ACTUALLY the FIRST TO GET DOWN. WOOHOO! Hahaha! Usually is either only one or two taking the same bus with me then they will drop earlier than me too. But this time round, all the FOUR OF US took 88 home TOGETHER. We were like together ALL THE WAY. Hahas! Like the way it is~

Really have been a long time since we last met and chat and maybe bully ME? Hahax! It was nice, EXCEPT THE BULLYING. Wahahaha! Still remember when I was getting down, I told them "See ya soon then!" And Xiu En replied "Maybe ten years later?" Hahaz! But that is true, we hardly meet up even though we all live so near each other... Jasline and Xiu Qin stay near Hougang Secondary School, Esther and Ying Thong stay a few blocks away from me, Elaine and Xiu En stay one stop away from me, Cai Ying stay near Hougang stadium and Yu Jia stay at Seng Kang somewhere near North Vista? Lol! Maybe we are simply too in to our life? Hope our friendship stay on though... Haha! Sweet, simply, nice and funny friendship.

OMG. Suddenly remembered! Getting back my results TODAY!!!!!!! Have not tell any of my family members yet! OMG. I am really terrified now... Still going to meet Xiao Li for lunch at Vivo City later at around 1400 hours... Don't even know if I have the mood for that... OMG. Totally forgotten about it just now yoz. Need to go NPAL to register now and then shall go to bed to meet my death tomorrow. Really hope that I can go out and meet Xiao Li with a happy mood and not sad mood... Ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! Please bless me with good results! No need the BEST, but GOOD! Able for me to keep my current scholarship! *pray*

2010-09-29T09:28:00.000-07:00

Memories

I am like totally used to sleeping late and waking up early this few days. OMG. No. Is ever since my holidays started! Hahas! That is WORSE~ Oh dear... Wonder if I can still get up early...? Having camp next week Tuesday to Thursday. Empowerment Camp! Hmmm. No mails from it yet though, like what group I am in etc. But got their packing list and there is this two interesting thing that they want us to bring, something that you are passionate about and a set of clothing that best represent me. Hmmm. What should I bring? Hahax! SO EXCITING. But will be going to this camp alone though... Hopefully I don't start emo-ing one side... Which I most probably will. Hahaz!

Woke up at 1400 hours yesterday! That is what I meant by waking up late. Wanted to watch Boys Over Flower first before heading down to my tuition, but APPARENTLY I WOKE UP LATE. Lol! So never watch in the end... LEFT WITH THE LAST CD OF THE WHOLE DRAMA. Wanna watch it soon!!!!!!!! Haha! Even though this is the third time I am watching already~ WHOOMPS. =)

Had my lunch then went to prepare my things and head down to the tuition boy's house. He was my sis student at first, but now he became mine because my sis got a job now and does not have the time to tutor him anymore.

First time having lesson with him, a Primary 5 boy from Monfort Primary. Feel weird and kind of lost? Still new to his syllabus, but should be better on Sunday then. Tutoring him every Wednesday and Sunday, live quite near my house just a short walking distance. So not bad I guess? HAHA! But sad, got to cancel my Sentosa outing with Hui Xian, Terine and Valerie due to the tuition. Sorry sorry sorry~

Tuition was from 1600-1730 hours, then went to Ang Mo Kio for Steamboat with Hui Xian, Terine and Yeng Minn. But went back home drop my tuition things home first then head down the Ang Mo Kio. HEAVY. Hahaha! Anyway my house is on the way to the bus-stop from the student's house. Xp

Love the last song of my blog song, Feel Again. =p

Valerie was suppose to join us for steamboat, but she was too tired so decided to stay home and rest. Take care girl. I still love you no matter what. MUACKS. Hahas! I am not a very good speaker, but never let a tree make you lost hope in the whole forest. Cheer up girl! Or should I say woman? Hahax! WHOOMPS. Smile smile.

Don't let one cloud obliterate the whole sky.

Wore a white top today and apparently it became quite colourful after the steamboat. Hahaz! With the prawn juice splash onto me *THANKS Terine* and the ice cream I ate that dropped onto my top. OMG. GG yoz. Lol! I look like a little girl who had been playing with her food after the dinner. :b

Went to hangout at this stage thingy near the steamboat place. Sat there, took photos OF COURSE, and chat till around 2200 hours then we head back home.

We are one.

2010-09-27T10:27:00.000-07:00

Memories

Lewis Hamilton did not get in the top three this year for F1... SAD. But it's okay! There will always be a fall then followed by a rise right? GO Lewis! Hahaha!

Happy happy!

Went to the Childcare Center at Yishun today to celebrate Children Day with the children! I was attached with the Playgroup and of course buddied up with another nice lady, Cindy! Hahas! Prepared the little props I did for them after a long day at F1. Hmmm. About 0200 hours maybe? But always checked my mails and slept in the living room instead because I need to wake up at around 0600-0700 hours and only a few hours left. Hahax! But really enjoyed it! My mum fetched me to Woodlands MRT station because she work at Causeway Point anyway~ Free ride! WOOHOO. But still... My ez-link card now left about $1+??? Hahaz! Took train down to Yishun then take bus 811 to block 270? Can't remember already~ I still remembered some of the Playgroup children names!

Izzati! Super CUTE, love to talk, smart and look mature.

Jun Xiang! At first when I saw him, he was super quiet and just walked about the classroom and maybe stare at me for awhile... Then continue to walk around the classroom again. Lol! But when I started my activity which is to ask the children to say the shape and colour of the paper I had prepared for them... He responded! And he is pretty smart too~ Super cute! Loves loves him!

Rachel- A new girl in class and is still behaving like a baby though...

Gurleen- The unique girl that wore a pink dress to class today while the rest wore school uniform.

Jaime- Cute little chubby girl~ Will repeat whatever I say. Haha! I say "What colour?" She say "What colour?" OMG. Make me laugh. SO CUTE. HAHA! Then I have to say "Purple colour." and she will then say "Purple colour."

Xin Xiang- The little boy whose pronunciation is not very good. Super cute when he tried to repeat whatever Cindy or I said. Hahaha!

WHOOMPS. There are actually nine children in Playgroup, but this are the few names I could remember. There is this boy I remember too, but he is in N1.

Yu Quan- New in class. Like to play with his Thomas the train. Really quiet but managed to make him talk to me. Muhahaha! He will become a real handsome boy in the future. But now he is just CUTE. The way I like it~ Hahas! He is my brother! Yu Ping and Yu Quan! Hahax! DIAOZ.

Apart from my shapes and colours activity, we also had the fruits activity. Let them try out different fruits like papaya, banana, apple, orange etc. Jun Xiang LOVE papaya! I can just give him the whole plate of papaya we had yoz. CUTE. Hahaz! Xin Xiang betrayed me by saying he wanted more apples and when I cut for him, he said NO. Sobs sobs. Lol! Izzati does not like orange and Xin Xiang does not like papaya. Awww. Hope I can go back there again... AND MY K1 CHILDREN AT HOUGANG MALL'S CHILDCARE CENTER! I MISS THEM SO SO MUCH!

After all the activities, the children all gathered in this room for... Moppets time! OMG. Really cute! Wanna join the moppets club now! Wanna be the Cookie Monster! Wahahaha! YUM YUM. Haha! They even danced to the 'Nobody' song! Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!! AND AND THE CHILDREN STARTED TO SING ALONG THE PART 'I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU~' CUTE CUTE CUTE. I can feel the warmth from OUTSIDE of the room. HAHA!

Went off after that and got to know another girl who is in the same class as Si Hui, Rina. Sounds like a Japanese name right? Hahaha! Head down to Dhoby Ghaut with her from Yishun because she is going to City Hall anyway. Went to HQ and returned the vest that I brought home after the F1 race. WHOOMPS. Hahas! Thought need to wash first~

Came home, had lunch, rain, waited for the rain to stop, went to give tuition with free ride again. My parents drove me to the house because they are also going out anyway~ Gave tuition, had orange juice *THANKS*, and walked home while listening to the radio. Bathed, watched television, practice my guitar which I had not touched the past three days and I am going to touch again in a few hours time because having guitar practice today 1700 hours later on. OMG. Hope can play well later~ *cross fingers*

That's all. really tired. yawn yawn.

Why be so hard on yourself when the world is so cruel to you?

2010-09-17T13:18:00.000-07:00

Memories.

Oh my~ Now is 0429 hours and yet I am still HERE. I am suppose to give tuition later too! At 1030 hours! Hahaha! Wonder if I can get up... Low Yu Ping! YES YOU CAN. =]

Really had lots of fun today at the Universal Studio. Went there and played with most of the rides with Calvin, Elijah, Jamie, Jia Yuan, Jing Kai, Mei Zi, Nicholas and of course myself! Played the Mummy ride TWO TIMES. *faint*

Happy Birthday George, Jing Kai and Xuan Yi!

Really need to practice playing guitar, brush up on my French in the holidays before school starts again, read book and find a new love. Hahaz! Oh oh! I found my new love already, he is Lee Min Ho! Muhahaha! Falling in love with him once again. HAPPY HAPPY.

Feel like sleeping now... *yawn yawn* Talk to you again bloggy~ Thanks for listening to my craps. Lol!

Mothers hold their children's hands for awhile but their hearts forever.

2010-09-16T09:48:00.000-07:00

Kim Beom!

Teenage dream. Don't ever look back. Tonight.

Hahaha! Listening to Bernice blog song now~ La la la~ RANDOM.

Today tuition postponed to this Saturday morning... Hahas! 1030-1230 hours tuition. After that will need to head down to HQ for the F1 First Aid Duty briefing. Followed by meeting up of Delta peeps at around 1630 hours to fly kite at Seng Kang! WOOHOO. Hahax! Oh my~ This means that I need to bring the kite to HQ!!!!!!!! FREAK. So malu~ Hahaz!

Oh oh! YESTERDAY, received this card from one of the Japanese delegates! SO SWEET~ Lol! Even my sis say that the envelope she sent was really nice. It is flowery~ Haha! It is from Nana! KAWAI~ Thank you very MUCHI girl!

Was really happy yesterday when I received the card. So gonna send them a card SOON. ARGH. HAHA! =>

Met up with Terine Tay and Valerie Tan at Compass Point around 1830 hours? Hahaha! Had Burger King for dinner and chat there till around 2000 hours? Cheer up babe! X)

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that was not supposed to let us down probably will. You will cry because time is passing too fast and you will eventually lose someone close to you. So take many MANY pictures, laugh like you had never laughed before, and love like you had never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you never get back. Xb

Went to buy Cup Walker and that was Terine's FIRST TIME. OMG. Unbelievable! HAHA! Now I am NOT THE kuku one~ Wahahaha! Valerie left us after that and Tay accompanied me to buy things. After a few minutes when Tan left, we was like... SHIT. Forgot to take pictures with Val! Ahhhhhhh!!!!! And apparently Valerie Tan then messaged Rine saying something like... AIYO. Forgot to take pictures just now! I so TALL today. Hahaha! Because she wore heels today... WHOOMPS. :D

Manage to buy a polo tee and Bermudas and after that asked Terine Tay to accompany me walk home. Wahahaha! Took photos and chatted on the way home, then accompanied her to wait for her bus at my house area. Thanks Terine! =P

Tomorrow evening going to meet up with Jamie, Jia Yuan and the peeps to head down to the Universal Studio together! WOOHOO. Think I am going to watch Lee Min Ho AGAIN and pratice my guitar after that before going out. YIPPEE.

Oh oh! Currently SHOCKED with all my Primary School friends from Facebook. Some changed while some still have their young time looks. Seeing those pictures is as though the days were only yesterday. WOW~

The best and most beautiful things cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

2010-09-15T06:34:00.000-07:00

Sky!

Stayed home the whole day today.

Watched Boys Over Flower today. Lee Min Ho!!!!!!!! WOOHOO. Hahas! Loves loves~

Practice my guitar just now. Playing at home was easy, because at least only my parents and dog is listening to my practice. But I really can't picture myself playing the guitar in the November mini concert. OMG. I know that I always dreamed about being about to play an instrument in a concert and this is the moment when my dream can come true. But I am really stressing out now. I know that it is like about TWO MORE MONTHS till the concert and I am just THINKING TOO MUCH as usual... But WHAT IF? What if I can't catch the beat again? What if I am a pace slower and that day? What if I just screw up the whole thing and pull the group down? WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF? *pull hair pull hair pull hair* I know that if I never try, I never know what will happen. Maybe all my WHAT IF will not happen? But again... WHAT IF?! OMG~ Hahax! Have been also envying those people who performed in front of many people because it was really COOL. Never been a music type of CCA and this is my first time. Really EXCITED but yet worried too... Hahaz!

Tomorrow going to give tuition then have DINNER WITH Terine and Valerie at Compass Point! YIPPEE. After which, shall go shop for George's and little Zander's Birthday present! =>

2010-09-14T11:03:00.000-07:00

Idol!

Today aka yesterday?

A total screw up for my guitar practice.

Was 20 minutes late for it.

Kept playing one pace slower and then totally lost it after that.

Guitar camp had been pushed back to 14th-18th October 2010.

After guitar practice, asked Xiao Li out to accompany me for dinner because my house have no food. Hahaha! It has been really long since we last met up and chat for a super LONG time. And I mean LONG. We met up at about 2000 hours? And went back home at around 0030 hours? Hahas! What have we been chatting man?!

Life

Drama

Handsome dudes *Lee Min Ho loves loves~* Hahax!

I kept saying Lee Min Ho and she kept saying he has a BIG HEAD. NO he doesn't! Hahaz!

History

Memories of camps together.

Memories of the six peeps- Afidah, Chin Kheng, Stephen Tan, Xiao Li, Yi Rui and me! X)

Today's Birthday celebration have been cancelled due to Gui Luan's and Jin Fei's working schedule. SAD. Postpone AGAIN. Lol! :] Slight changes in this week programme too...

Happy Birthday Little Zander and Si Ling!

When one door closed, the other open. But we often look so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the other one that had opened for us.

-Alexander Graham Bell-

2010-09-13T10:01:00.000-07:00

Memories

TODAY! Went back to unit to have Evacuation Bronze accreditation for my beloved cadets! To be true, I think this batch is somehow better than those I had tested the past few years? This batch of people even though there are only thirteen cadets, but ten out of thirteen managed to PASS! It was AWESOME~ I think? Haha! WELL DONE to all cadets!

Happy 18th Birthday Sarah Tan!!!!!!!!

Currently totally INTO Lee Min Ho again thanks to the past two days of visiting to Brenda Neo's house. HAHA! Addicted to Ah Ho again~ Muhahaha!

Plans for the this week? Hmmm...

Monday- Evacuation Bronze accreditation for HSRCY! X]

Tuesday- Guitar! 1700-1900 hours~ So gonna screw up later on practice, have not been touching guitar for AGES. Hahaha! WHOOMPS.

Wednesday- Going to City Hall and have lunch to celebrate Jin Fei's Birthday! WOOHOO~ XD

Thursday- Lunch with my beloved Terine and Valerie! But sadly... Hui Xian cannot make it... SOBS SOBS. After that having tuition at night from 1900-2100 hours. Hahas! Will not be late HOPEFULLY~ WHOOMPS. :p

Friday- Universal Studio AGAIN! WOOHOO~ But not yet confirm the timing though... Still need to wait for reply from Elijah and Kevin sir. Hahaz! This time round is going there with the free ticket given from YOG! YIPPEE. Hahax! FOC. =)

Saturday- Going out to give our beloved George a Birthday surprise! Lol! WHOOMPS. Anyway, no one reads my blog~ So it should be FINE. Haha! Shhh~ NEVER tell George about it! Muhahaha! SURPRISE SURPRISE.

Sunday- Round TWO of SURPRISE SURPRISE. But this time round is for Gin Yong~ He is going OVERSEA to China for ATTACHMENT. COOL~ Sarah Cheong will be assisting us in giving HIM a SURPRISE. Wahahaha!

But actually Friday to Sunday events all still TBC. SIANZ. Need to settle it soon. HAHA!

Feel real bad because still owe Ambrose sir all the Task Force 5 thingy~ Ahhhhhhhh!!!!! Shall do it after this blog post! Must throw this GUILT away!!!!!!! Hahaha! Sorry sorry sorry sir~

Camp for next week just cancelled due to some crop up in the Polytechnic side. SIANZ. And they pushed back to the date from 12-14 November.OMG. UIP Contact Session! Hahas! Actually, I now still quite blur? Am I inside UIP or not??? Hmmm. Shall wait for E-mail confirmation then. Hahax! As blur as sotong~ That is what my mother will always say me. Xb

Another for next week which somehow irritates me is the the RCHN from Ngee Ann Polytechnic have not confirmed with me if I am helping out in the FI FAD in our school. Hmmm. Now there is this three day work next week which crash with one of the F1 FAD, don't know how~ Someone please HURRRRRRRRY them to reply my mail back!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOMPS. Hahaz! No la no la, JUST kidding~ I where dare to do that. :]

Have this habit now... Sleeping late and waking up at 1100+ hours the next morning/noon. OMG~ My sleeping time is now officially screwed up man! Lol!

The book of life is filled with incoherent riddles.

2010-09-12T01:22:00.000-07:00

Memories

WOOHOO. This week was quite an excitement *maybe is just the day when I went out with my family*!

Monday was nothing much though, just stayed home the whole day~ Haha!

Tuesday went back to my unit for their Evacuation Bronze training because they will be having their accreditation TOMORROW~ WOOHOO. Can't wait to see those funny cadets again. Xp Had training that day from 0800-1200 hours. Was afraid that I will oversleep again, so asked Brenda to give me a MORNING CALL. But apparently when she called me, I was already in the bus on my way to SCHOOL~ Hahaha! Too excited already, so was able to wake up EARLY. :) So exciting~ Na na na na na na na~ Errrrrr....... =] Crazy me~ But was really happy that day, because those cadets who volunteered for this accreditation all managed to make it for the training and there were even MORE than expected. Hahaz! To me, I think it was quite a good turn up? There was about... thirteen cadets? But sadly Maanpreet will not be able to attend tomorrow's accreditation, so Laura and her, plus maybe some other cadets*if they want to* will be tested by Bernice and Jaslyn. =b

Oh oh! And Jaslyn is actually a TRIPLETS! OMGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!! I did not know until Sunday when Bernice told me! FREAKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!! That was TOTALLY AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!! She even showed me her other two siblings from her phone yesterday in the bus! She has another sister and brother. TWO GIRLS AND ONE BOY! OMG! Coolllllll!!!!!!!! Haha! Her sister is also ACTUALLY in Red Cross Youth! But of course not in OUR unit, but in Serangoon Secondary School! OMG!!!! So coolllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!! First, it was Mrs Lee Lily that brought our unit and their's closer and NOW is Jaslyn and her sister relationship that brought us even CLOSER TOO! OMGGGGGG!!!!!! Coooooooooooooooooooooool! Xp Both of our unit recently, Thursday, had a National Heritage Trail together too! AWESOME~

ANYWAY, back to story... Only Bernice was able to help me out that day because Jaslyn had tuition. SOBS SOBS. Wanted to QUESTION her that day able the triplets thingy, BUT of course, studies come FIRST. Hahaha! After the whole day of training which I find it quite fruitful, Brenda, Cassandra, Valerie, and me went for lunch together. Due to the need to rush home by Cassandra, we went to Hougang Point *AS USUAL* to have our lunch. What we ate? AS USUAL, Macdonald... Hahas! Ate, chat and LAUGHED AS USUAL. After which, home sweet home. Young children need to study and I went home to SLACK. :p

Wednesday Jia Min and I went to HQ to help out in the Ambulance Orientation at River Valley Primary School. It was TOTALLY AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! I SAW MY Primary School!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! Took picture with the FOUR Brownie girls from MY Primary School!!!!!!! AWESOME~ Hahaz! LOVE LOVE~ So long never went back to my Primary School, EVER since I graduated from there? =D It was actually a camp for the South District Uniform Groups for Primary School pupils. There was Brownie, Red Cross Youth and Scouts, if I'm not wrong. Showcased what is in the Ambulance, take photos with the pupils*OF COURSE, they are so CUTE and ACTIVE* etc. All pictures are still with Jia Min!!!!!!! So gonna get from her SOON! X} Oh! I also talked to this boy who is very quiet, he say he does not like crowded places that's why he did not join in the group. Can tell he is really a good boy, but is more of an introvert child... He is in Scouts really really CUTE. HAHA! At the end of the day, Jia Min and I went back to HQ and helped out in packing the YOG certificates, badges and the TICKETSSSSS!!!! WOOHOO~ Got MINE of course~ Hahaha! And Jia Min was so sad because she did not manage to help out in YOG and can't get any of those.

After packing, we went for dinner at Plaza Singapura and ate Pastamania! Hahas! Met up with Daniela at Bishan and we bought KOI~ Yum yum! Chat, laughed, moved from place to place and after that walked home with Daniela. Hahax! She KEPT BULLYING ME. Muhahaha! We kept fooling around on the way to the bus-stop and we saw this DOG! Super cuteeeee~~~~ But it was scared of us... SOBS SOBS. Hahaz! The owner was very nice, wanted us to pat the dog. But the dog just kept barking and avoiding our hands, so in the end we just gave up. Xb Reached the bus-stop and I missed a bus THANKS TO Daniela the GREAT. Played thumb war and continued waiting for the NEXT bus. Haha! But kept laughing thanks to La La too. :p

Thursday! The AWESOME-est DAY! HAHA! Went to the Universal Studio with my FAMILY! But not with my parents though... They have work as usual... :p Went there with my grandparents, aunts, uncle, cousins and SISTERS! Oh! Almost forgot, Richard too*Mei Ping's boyfriend*! WHOOMPS. X) Anyway~ IT WAS OFF THE HOOK! IT WAS TOTALLY WICKED!!!!!!!!! Love it love it LOVE IT! Hahas! Really had FUN and can't wait to go there ONE FINE DAY with Hui Xian, Terine and Valerie!!!!!!!! OMG! Hahax! It was trilling, exciting, funny, fun, drenched, crazy, madness, wicked, AWESOMEEEEEE!!!! I have like too many things to say about it until I have no idea what to say! SPEECHLESS~~~

Woke up in the morning and went to take the train with my sisters to meet the rest at Vivo City for breakfast. GUESS WHAT? I saw HSRCY at the MRT station too! COOL. :} They were gathering there because they are going to the NHT with Serangoon Secondary School RCY. Coincidence MUCH? Lol! Had breakfast and then head down to The Universal Studio! There was like freaking lot of people?! :p Luckily we bought our tickets online, but we still short of one or two tickets? So Mei Ping and Richard went to queue up and buy... SIANZ. Typically, we took photos at the big circle thingy with the Universal word on it. HAHA! Entered the place, went to take rides, got drenched, laughed like CRAZY, shopped, shocked, enjoyed, watched performances, ate, scared and HAD FUN! Hehe! After all the madness there, went for dinner at Yum Cha. But Ian and Sean *cousins* need to go home first, and Mei Ping and Richard need to go for their friend's chalet. So the rest of us just carried on without them. =) Super FULL.

Randomly, they started talking about the past. Somehow comparing my sisters and me with our little cousins- Ivan, Aaron and Chelsea. Lol! Saying how we are so not like them? Never scream, shout, complain and randomly cry if we don't get what we want. HAHA! Why? Of course there is always a reason for such thing and it is... OUR MUMMY! Hahaha! She is like the most fierce mum as compared to any of my aunts. DIAOZ.In the past when we all lived under one roof together, my uncle said that Monday was the craziest day ever because it was spelling day. And my mum voice was really loud. Hahas! It was my eldest sister that is doing the spelling though, poor thing. They also said that Mei Ping was the poorest because my mum was the strictest to her as she is the oldest. Then they talked about me when I was in Primary School that I just can't study. No matter how hard I try, I still fail in the end and I have this night class called the STEPS class from 1800-2100 hours in school. After that my grandfather will then pick me up and drive me home. By that time, we no longer stayed together but my grandfather still drive me home and that was really sweet. My aunt then said that it was lucky that I started to handle my studies better once I get into Secondary School. Lol! Funny funny. Talking about the past is so exciting to me, because I can't really remember much though...

Talking about my eldest sister, the way my mum treated her... Maybe that is why she is so awesome now? I know it sounds weird by me saying she is awesome, because I don't really like like her as compared to my twin sisters? But to be true, my eldest sister is really capable. I mean like she know how to do a lot of things which I have no idea on how to do and will help my parents as and when she is free. But so does my twin sisters of course, Ai Ping and Li Ping. They will always helping out in the house chores and help my parents at their working place on the busiest day like Chinese New Year etc. Hahax! Me? The slackiest definitely. WHOOMPS.

Hahaz! After dinner, took my uncles car back home and it was AWESOME~ It was a new car and super duper cool! LOVE IT~ =) Envy.

Friday was suppose to give tuition, but apparently she texted me saying she had something last minute when I was on my way to her house already. So I contacted Brenda to ask if I can go her house slack before going down to Mr Ang's house because having our 5A1 gathering that evening~ WOOHOO. Haha! Went to her house and watched Boys Over Flower!!!!! Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lee Min Ho!!!!!!!!!!! xoxo~ =} He super cuteeeeee!!!!!! As usual, Brenda prefer Jihu. Xp WHOOMPS. Can't remember his real name. :b Watched, chat and laughed at Brenda's home. After watching the first episode, went to Compass Point and meet up with our 5A1 peeps! Was so addicted with BOF that I don't feel like leaving Brenda's place that day. Hahax! Went to Cold Storage and bought snacks to bring to Mr Ang's house. Ooh oh! And when we reached his place! GUESS WHAT? There is a DOGGGGGGGGG!! =] So CUTE! She even knows how to greet us with her front two paws up in the air paw to paw like praying us. Lol! Cute cute cute! She is also white in colour! Just like Sky! But is so much more cuter and hyper-er than Sky Low. =P WHOOMPS. Later he jealous of her~ X} She is just a few months old only! Small small one~ KAWAI~

Had dinner at his place and discussed abouth our upcoming class chalet which is in December after which home sweet home. Hahaha! Walked home from Seng Kang with the radio playing and it was nice~ Enjoying the night view*even though it was nothing much* with the music playing. Hahas! Smile smile~

Saturday was Hazwan and Jian Fu sir Birthday!

Happy Birthday to you~

Went to unit again! :D They had this beach cleanup yesterday and need to report to school by 0740 hours. This time round, Brenda's morning call is really useful to me. Hahax! Thanks to her call I was then being called up man. Or else I will be snoozing away~ :b But sadly, there was only sixteen cadets that turned up. Quite disappointing though. We needed at least twenty cadets to get some EUA points? Not too sure either~ X> Carried the Batam bag! WOOHOO~ X} Julienne was like ah! ma'am! you carry the batam bag! HAHA! So funny~ And apparently we went to the Tanah Merah beach. OMG! Coincident much TOO? =)Cheered in the bus and almost made this Girl Guide cadet 'vomit' when she teach me a cheer, I just can't get it RIGHT. DIAOZ. We were the last group to reach though... So we hurried to our spot where we are suppose to pick up litters and there was A LOT! All the pictures are in Miss Lim's and Julienne's camera. Of course, I was the photographer of the day then. Hahas! Although it was really warm and the sun was like super strong up in the sky, we all had fun and no cadets were slacking. Good job peeps! =} After the whole picking up litter, they said there was this game and apparently I was pulled in TOO. Guess what is the game? Picking up litter round TWO. DIAOZ. X} See which uniform group is able to pick up the most. But in the end the result was not out too. Xp But most importantly we ALL HAD FUN!

Went back to school, had debrief and dismissal time! WOOHOO~ After a long morning under the sun, it was relaxation time~ Haha! Went for lunch with Brenda, Cassandra and Qian Wen at Compass Point because we believe that most of the uniform group cadets will be flooding up Hougang Point by the time we got dismissed. Had Subway and after that don't feel like going home yet, so went to Brenda's house again to watch BOF again! WOOHOO~ Handsome worx~ HAHA! But before going there, went to the Petrol station near her place and bought ice-cream again! YEAH. Yummy~

Went home after two episodes and changed to go for a run. Ran to Brenda's place and met up with her AGAIN. Hahaha! Ran around her housing area and then walked cum ran home alone after running back to her house again. =D It was nice, since it has been ages since I last ran. But now my leg is aching~ :p

Went to my grandparents place for dinner and Richard was demanded back by my parents after he had left our house for a few minutes ago. Poor thing, run here run there. Hahax! Played the monopoly card and after that was totally dead, slept at the sofa in the living room until we went home at around 2200 hours. Once reached home, was too worn out and went to bed straight until today at around 1100 hours? WHOOMPS.

Today, did not went out just stayed home and changed my blogskin. Hahaz! PEACE.

Wow. A really long post of my life this week~ WHOOMPS. Great memories to be remembered~ =P

2010-09-04T08:40:00.000-07:00

Memories.

The last competition in Red Cross Youth for 2010 had ended today, First Aid Competition!!!!!!!! Congratulation to whatever schools who had WON. May it be the district or national a job well done definitely. Hahaha! But to schools who did not won any award(s), I believe you all have won a valuable lesson in how to do a disaster management situation better? With all the trainings you had, you should have manage to enhance the skills taught and is better in it. May it be Evacuation, First Aid or even Outdoor Activities. Pass it down to the younger generations or even to your batch mates if they did not manage to participate in this competition.

Aching~

Happy 9th Birthday Ivan Low!!!!!!!!

Our family bought him a new Wii sport games for him to play and Raymond bought him ANOTHER Monopoly~ Why ANOTHER? He has lots and lots of different variations of Monopoly, like a Monopoly collection? He even told me proudly that he has this Spiderman's Monopoly which is limited edition? OMG. =D

Hmmm. Woke up at 0458 hours today, wanted to wake up at 0430 hours though... But apparently, have insomnia the day before. Wanted to sleep at around 2200-2300 hours, went to bed, tossed and turned but still can't sleep. In the end, all I could do was to look for a story book and start reading it. Hahas! Texted Jia Yuan to inform her that I had woke up because I was SO AFRAID I can't wake up in time due to insomnia.

Wanted to take a bus to Compass Point as it is still dark. But apparently, the earliest bus only starts at 0554 hours? I was at the bus-stop at around 0540 hours? OMG. Must wait for 14 minutes and still PAY for the bus fare?! I might as well walk~ Hahax! Walked to Compass Point while listening to 98.7. NICE. Was like super high on the way to there ALONE? Hahaz! When no one was around, I just hopped around and lip sing the song. AWESOME FEELING~ X)

I was the FIRST to reach! But of course, CC sir reached before me... But but because we taking his dad car, so it is right for him to reach first! Muhahaha! Everyone had the similar situation whereby there was NO PUBLIC TRANSPORT that early in the morning. Lol! Jun Jie and Noel ma'am even took cab down to Compass Point. OMG~ Insane madness with the public transport man. Don't they know there are actually hardworking people like US who needs transport super early in the morning? Wahahaha! *thick skin* WHOOMPS.

Board the bus and head down to St Margaret for First Aid Competition 2010. WOOHOO~ Brenda called and we talked about all the upcoming trainings and accreditations for our unit. Haha! But half way on the phone, was totally distracted thanks to Calvin Poh, CC sir and Hadi sir! Grrr... HAHA! Really looking forward to it because I am having my holidays currently and can finally focus in my unit. BUT, in the end their final year examinations is around the corner too, so must really rush through the accreditation. Hahaha!

Reached the school and I was like super high ever since. Hahas! Non-stop highness man! I think because really excited to see the Links!!!!!!!! I saw about FIVE of my Linkamania group peeps!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! AWESOME~ Two of them was even their school's casualty! KAWAI~ Hahax! Best part is that they remembered ME and Mardi! Two girls was like asking me, "Where is the chubby chubby girl?" I was like, "Errr. She never come?" Hahaz! DAMN CUTE. Never regret being their mentors man. So wanna JOIN AGAIN NEXT YEAR! Lol! But wasted for this year due to the lame fever I had during Linkamania, tried my best to stick with the team but still went to sleep for awhile when they are doing their Amazing Race. SOBS SOBS. Next year will not be that unlucky again right? SIANZ. Haha!

FUN FUN FUN! Like what Pei Ling said during debrief," The Links had fun, we had fun, everyone had FUN." WOOHOO~ Je taime Pei Ling! XD

After that, went to my cousin, Ivan's, mini birthday celebration at grandparents' place. HAHA! Felt kind of sad when Daniela said... Last time we always go out and eat together before going home, but now we all seem to go our separate ways after events... It sounds really SAD. Like sad? Hahaha! Don't know how to express it. I wonder why too? So gonna eat with them after the next upcoming event man. Hahas! I think that will be Gold Mass Modular Workshop and Accreditation? But inclusive they ask me, later they have enough manpower. Hahax! Wanna find back the pass memories man. MAN MAN MAN. :b SEE? I'm nuts now again even though my eyes feel tired. DIAOZ.

My leg was like damn tired just now after the event. Hahaz! And guess what? While we are playing the new Monopoly game Raymond *Li Ping's boyfriend* bought for Ivan... Half way the game, my leg started to cramp like MADNESS. Lol! I was like laughing loudly and shouting pain at the same time. DIAOZ. Ivan, Li Ping and Raymond all laughed at me saying why I had such weird reaction. And my poor Chelsea sitting right in front of me surprised with my exaggerating reaction. Haha! And Mei Ping finally came over to help me massage my leg and it was OMG. GG man! It was like what the FREAK!!!!!!! HAHA! My leg was like totally straightened and I was like SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

I got to say, I really enjoyed today's duty a lot a lot and A LOT! Was under the Competition Ground Marshal for the Links. Had lots of FUN today! Maybe because I was like super hyper I guess? Don't know why, not enough sleep for the pass three days but yet still so madness. Hahaha! COOL.

Oh oh! And just now at my grandparents' house their was the Japanese Salmon? Then got the wasabi too. When my aunt say," Richard *Mei Ping's boyfriend* take the wasabi, it is over there." I suddenly recalled our shouting of wasabi out of the blues one fine day after our ULP Contact Session. Suddenly missed us shouting wasabi together. X) CRAZY.

Tomorrow's plan.

Tuition from 1000 to 1200 hours and relax the rest of the day. Xb Gonna just sit back, relax and watch my television! Best enjoyment in life man. Muhahaha!

Oh no! Now need to do some slight changes for the training and accreditations dates again and inform Brenda! Due to some school or national examination thingy. OMG.

LOVE LOVE today! Maybe because it was straight after my final paper and I need to destress, so got real enthu about it and is LOVING IT~ Hahas!

2010-08-30T08:05:00.000-07:00

Memories

Thursday and Friday... NEARING. I want it to be over but yet I want more time to study too!

GO GO GO!

2010-08-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

Memories

I am afraid. Looking for the courage back to life.

Vision without action is a daydream.

Action without vision is a nightmare...

2010-08-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

Memories

Got called up this morning at 0815 hours after a really bad tummy ache last night which made me slept at only 0300 hours... Haha! Reached Ang Mo Kio Hub at around 1000 hours. Bought our tickets for the 1100 hours. Step Up 3D!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO~ AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME movie~ Daniela kept grooving on the chair that my chair next to her was shaking along... Hahaha! Step Up 3D was better than Street Dance. LOVE LOVE LOVESSSSSS~ =]

Accompanied Daniela for breakfast, movie and then lunch. Had KFC for lunch. Hahas! OMG~ Had that for dinner/supper last night with Celeste, Elijah, Man Wei and Si Ling, and had to eat that for LUNCH again~ Hahax! But was hungry, so YUM YUM. X>

After that Clive and the rest went home while I accompanied Daniela to go to Junction 8 Popular to buy things. Lol! Walked together as usual to the bus-stop near her house and waited for bus 88. Chatted along and really enjoyed the conversation. Just plain chatting. Haha! :} It was nice and it really put me thinking.

Reached home totally no mood to study and I am SERIOUS. Have not studied so far... Whatever I studied last time does not seem to be absorbed into my brain!

HAHA! WHOOMPS. Watching Glee now, super funny. It is always nice to watch something and laugh out loud to reduce your stress. Hmmm. Maybe that is why I always does that? Hahaha! LOVE Glee!!!!!!!!

Uploading the videos now from yesterday night's Australians dinner and it is like OMG LONG. Hahas! *faint* It has been almost an hour...

Tomorrow!!!

I have no clue what is the plan like yet... At first is to go to the farewell for the Australian children, but now my dad just told me that tomorrow need to go grandparents' house for steamboat. I really really wanna say good bye to those AWESOME, COOL, HIP HOP children... Sobs sobs.

They rocked during the dinner last night! I was like just telling the Australian children that they can ask their friends or even the Singaporean peeps to go on stage and groove to the music and they REALLY DID. WOOHOO~ AWESOME and DARING batch of children I got to say! =b

Oh oh! One of the dancer in Step Up 3D is also in Glee! OMG. COOL! Hahax!

It is extraordinary how extraordinary the ordinary person is.

I seriously look up to them on how they can actually handle so many things at the same time. Thumbs up to them!

2010-08-25T09:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST AARON!

Yawn yawn~ Going to bed now. Nighty Nighty! :}

Going to stay home the whole day tomorrow to STUDY. Need to chiong my Child Development tomorrow so that I can chiong PPCM the next THREE days before meeting up with my three beloved Rine, Val and Xian!

2010-08-24T10:27:00.000-07:00

Memories

Hahaz! Happy happy! A whole newwwwwwwwwwww meeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~ :]

ANYWAYS...

Today!

Feel GOOD. Watched Miss Universe in the morning and Mexico WON. WOOHOO~ She is REALLY pretty! Good job lady! Haha! Had my breakfast while watching it, after that watched the table tennis YOG... Russia VS. Singapore! Women's round LOSE. Men's round WON. The rest I did not watch anymore. HAHA!

Studied, bathed, lunched and went to tutor. Walked home after that from Seng Kang and really enjoyed the breeze~ Hahaha! Bathed again because when I was on my way to tuition, was perspiring like mad. The Sun was like directly at my face! OMG~ Hahas! Got home went to the underground shop to buy maggi noodles and cooked with my mummy~ =P

Oh oh! SAD... Friday's outing is POSTPONED. Shall study first then go down to HQ for the dinner with the Australians and FAC briefing~ Or maybe go down to unit training *if there is* and then head down to HQ with my beloved cadets. Hahax!

After eating, studied for awhile more again and then used the computer. Watched a Japanese performance video tagged by Alfian sir and really missed the performance by the Japanese peeps! MISSES. KAWAI~

Tomorrow night is Aaron's Birthday celebration*cousin*! YIPPEE. Mei Ping bought a Transformer toy for him today as a present and we four sisters are going to share the price together~ Hahaz! HAPPY HAPPY.

PEACE. :D

2010-08-23T09:52:00.000-07:00

Memories

Totally screwed up today. Sigh. Feel down now... I don't even know what I had done today. I hate myself for everything. I had officially screwed up my life. I need to talk to somebody and find new motivation for myself. I hate hate hate hate hate myself. OMG. Feel like knocking my head against the wall right now. Time is ticking. Time wait for no man. But I just don't know how to appreciate time.

Hate.

Regret.

Guilty.

No time no time.

I am nothing good.

Happy memories today... Nil.

Sad memories today... Too many.

Simply wanna sleep my way through and be a total dead zombie. But it will destroy what I had created in the past. Ahhh.

Tired.

2010-08-22T09:15:00.000-07:00

Memories

Have been at home the whole day today and all I have to say it was GREAT. But sadly did not manage to study... :} Woke up at noon and had my breakfast. Helped my sis a little here and there doing the housework all the way till evening. OMG. You should seriously see the dust in our house man, you will be SHOCKED. Xb Had KFC for dinner and YUMMY. It has been so long since I last ate the KFC chicken~ Haha!

After that helped my dad to put medication and used the computer. HAHA! Been TAGGING pictures in facebook FYI~ All the sweet memories of the Japanese peeps just came running through my mind as I clicked to the next picture. Awwwwwwwwwww~~~~

Sari ACCEPTED MY FRIEND REQUEST! WOOHOO~ Happy happy! This means that she has reached Japan already. Awww~ Time pass really fast... From the first day they arrived to Singapore with us welcoming them with the big banner, to the day they depart with a heavy heart... And even SOONER, my examination might just suddenly BOOMZ right out the next DAY. HAHA! Oh dear~

ANYWAYS, I feel REAL good today! I don't know why, but it just feel AWESOME. I don't know how to say, but it just feel different. Even though I admit there is MANY things awaiting for me to do, but I don't feel as heavy as before. No clue~

Hope feeling better now.

A really nice song by Westlife, Taking all odds. =>

You are who you are.

Don't be affected by anyone.

But I have to say, will really miss all the pass memories.

There is definitely more HAPPY memories than SAD memories. XD

I don't know if this memories will be remembered by everyone who is in it, but I will forever treasure it.

Because who knows what will happen in the future?

We meant end up going in our separate ways because of our different career path, studies and all.

And all the memories of the pass will be forgotten...

You meant even forget me and I might be this small little tiny dot in your memory which will be wiped off anytime.

Sad, but true...

2010-08-21T10:33:00.000-07:00

SAYONARA!

Memories

Very very kanashi now... The thought of the Japanese peeps taking the plane now on their way back to their homeland make me really down... Totally different when they are going to visit Malaysia, because they will be back in a few days time. But now, off they went and I wonder when they will be back...

My eyes is very tired from naite iru just now... Nai ta again when I reacher home, I MISS THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! My hands are getting tired now and my eyes are getting teary again~ I can NEVER forget the first day they arrived Singapore. The way they interacted with us. Their determination in learning as much English in Singapore as possible. Their last hugs before departure. Their never ending waving to us and us waving back to them too.

My heart simply melted when I see Momo, Arisa, Sari and the little girl Asuka!

Arisa and Momo just kept waving none stop to us when they entered the gate. Even when they walked off with the group, they ran back and waved to us again for the LAST time and ran back to join the group.

Sari my BFF! She is super nice and kawai!!!!!!!!!! She cried when she was shaking my hands and hugging me before her departure~ That was part of the reason why I cried TOO. OMG.

Asuka, my bus buddy~ This small little girl from Junior High School there. We got the SAME mobile phone key chain! Apart from the both of us, also have Ayusa, Christine and Mizael sir. The FIVE of us some key chain design and all, but just different color. =]

After typing out, feel so much more better! Haha! Thanks for the tissue just now Cassandra! OMG. HAHA! REALLY really really hope that I can see them SOON or get in touch with them soon by mailing them letters and all~ How I was I could go to Japan and visit them!

They had added another beautiful memory into my 'Happy Memory Card' in my heart~

Now I feel like studying BOTH French and Japanese! OMG~ Can't even cope with my French and now wanna learn Japanese TOO? Hahaha! Funny me~

Next visit, by the Australian. Not too sure if I should be active in this visit? Examination is REAL soon! OMG~ And I have yet study it in DETAILS~ Oh good lord. Hahas! See if I can study within this three days then... Sunday, Monday and Tuesday. Hopefully I can be able to finish studying ONE subject and HALF of the other subject this three days~ Since I'm not going anywhere apart from giving tuition tomorrow morning. Hahax! MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. But that will still be my aim~

Because the Australian CHILDREN *not cadets* are actually native Primary School children, so it is quite meaningful though~ And they will be staying at the Campsite! OMG. AWESOME~ Hopefully their dinner can be held at HQ because it is the same day as the First Aid Competition briefing for the VIs that are helping. Which means... if it is not held at HQ, I will not be able to attend their dinner~ Oh dear... SAD-ED if that really happen. Hahaz! X>

Now have the Japanese-English accent within me. Oh dear~ That will make me miss them even MORE. Lol!

Okay... Low Yu Ping! This is no time for you to be distracted! You got to STUDY the next THREE days continuously if you want to join the Australians visit and enjoy the days out with your peeps! FOCUS. Before Xian, Val and Rine come looking for me with a chopper wanting to chop me when we study together on 30th and 31st August!

Oh oh! The Japanese teachers bought each of us a shirt too! Mine was pretty funny though~ It is orange in color and apparently when the teacher gave me the shirt, I was also coincidentally wearing an orange shirt too! COOL. Haha! The shirt has this words 'Thank you for EVERYTHING'. And here comes the funny part... Below the words is a picture of a cartoon dog PEEING. HAHA! Hmmm. Wonder if that dog means my dog 'Sky'? Look kind of alike though~ :)

ARIGATO for ALL the fun times you all had given me and all the WONDERFUL memories which is worthwhile to be kept and remembered FOREVER!

AI SHI TERU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =}

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Who are you now?

No clue~

Another memory installed into my 'Sad Memory Card'.

Hahaha!

Don't understand.

Don't know.

Maybe because I am a sotong?

Hahas!

People change, I guess?

I really hate this changing thingy in human's life.

Can't we be who we are forever and not to change?

Why do we need to leave?

Wonder what will happen after leaving?

Goodbye old and hello to a total stranger...

2010-08-20T09:19:00.000-07:00

Memories

Woke up, had breakfast, bathed and off to International Convention Center. The place there was FREAKING cold! Shiver like madness~ Hahaz! But the match was pretty good I can say, for the handball.

Stayed longer than suppose to watch the match over for the battle between Cook Island and France. Of course France WON. 58 to 4! OMG. But the 4 points that the Cook Island managed to score had the greatest cheer from the audience, because the France people is really tall as compared to Cook Island. WOOHOO. Good job to both countries! Lol! But the players are very CHARMING. =] Eye candies!

No feeling now or maybe too many feelings till I'm totally numb about it that I don't want to bother or care. Very bored now or maybe too many things needed to do that I don't wanna do and totally sick and tired of it? I seriously have no idea what I am feeling, doing or crapping right now because I just DON'T KNOW. OMG. Or maybe this is called PLAIN LAZY, just wanna go out and have fun. Haha! WHOOMPS. Feel super guilty now... Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! Have been wasting my time away~

Oh oh! Need to go online and check how to go to the Raffles Landing Site thingy there to meet up with the Japanese delegates TOMORROW! WOOHOO. Happy happy! X]

But they are leaving tomorrow night already... SOBS SOBS. They need to enter the departure gate at around 2300 hours? YES. Going to spend my whole day with them, NOT studying~ HAHA! Shitty mama~ I seriously hate myself for losing that moment of motivation away... Motivation out of the BLUEZ is very rare~ PLEASE COME BACK SOON MOTIVATION! Hahaha!

YEAH YEAH. Cassandra and Wen Xin going for the departure thingy tomorrow night too~ Can go home TOGETHER. Oh. And of course, Christine and Jie Qi will be around since afternoon TOO. It's gonna be a nice LAST DAY *Sobs sobs* with the Japanese peeps! :]

SAD. Terine going oversea soon~ Gonna miss Tay Tay then... Hahas! But cannot miss her too much, later she become ARROGANT. WHOOMPS. Hahax!

2010-08-18T10:28:00.001-07:00

Memories

MY. But what can I do?

Have been hanging out with awesome Japanese peeps the past two days but off they went to Malaysia today... MISSES~

Went out with Hui Xian, Terine and Valerie. K-box at Kallang~ It was really fun and enjoyable. We brought our craziness back again. Haha! Miss those funny moments we had but there will be MORE in the next 2 and a half years more? Can't believe the first semester is about to come to the end... Examinations in about 2 weeks more and it's OVER. Can't study now... Totally distracted by all the fun I had the past few days and of course TODAY. Shall not say about what happened between Val and me plus the reaction Terine gave. HAHA! Thought of it simply make me wanna LAUGH OUT LOUD.

Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! Why am I SO distracted?!

Hahaha!

Oh yes! I woke up SUPER late today too~ WHOOMPS. Hehe~ Suppose to meet them at 1200 hours but I ended up waking at 1200 hours INSTEAD. OMG~ Luckily the room is booked from 1400-1800 hours. WOOTS. Hahas!

Tomorrow going to do YOG First Aid Duty from 1630 hours. OMG. No time to studyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! LOW YU PING! FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS AND STUDY AS AND WHEN YOU ARE FREE. STOP PROCASTINATING AND DISTRACTED. OMG...

Shall I not sleep and study tonight all the way? But I can't function my brain properly now... Too many things running through my mind now... Hahax! WHOOMPS.

Oh oh! Really like this Japanese girl called Sari. She is 170cm tall and still super kawai~ Hahaz! I think I miss her the most~ But of course all the other Japanese peeps, never forget them man. First time seeing Japanese peeps and REALLY get to interact with them. WOOHOO. Gwen Gwen jealous? Lol!

Like what Valerie said today, "Won't it be great if everyday is just like this? Everyday just sing, dance and have FUN." Lots of happy memories had been added to my life and I'm LOVING it~ Really satisfied with it and hopefully I don't SCREW UP my life with my bare hands!

Doing YOG First Aid Duty the next two days~ Thursday- Singapore Indoor Stadium, 1630-2300 hours. Friday- International Convention Center, 1230-1815 hours.

Maybe meeting up with Christine they all on Friday night to do the gifts for the Japanese peeps too when they return from Malaysia. :D

Saturday shall be the last and finally FUN-FILLED day with the Japanese peeps before they fly off back to their country at night... Awwwwww~~~~~~~ Hopefully those who went for the dinner with the Japanese that day are able to enjoy the last day together with us too! Xb

Sunday will be plainly tuition and study TO THE MAX. Must be fully LOADED and CHARGED and totally not DISTRACTED that day because that is the MOST free day I have.

Can't remember when Terine is going oversea, but still shall say it early before too late. ENJOY YOUR TRIP AND MUST BUY SOUVENIRS BACK FOR US! Muhahaha!

2010-08-13T06:34:00.000-07:00

Memories

Met up with Jamie today to go collect some brochures for both the Japan and Australia peeps who will be coming down to Singapore the next few days. WOW. The brochures are freaky freaky freaky freaky heavy~ OMG. Haha! Jamie and I both had difficulties in carrying it man.

Almost got lost. WOOTS. Luckily Jamie was with me and she was able to call her dad to ask about the place. Or else I would have been walking INSIDE the Tanglin Mall round and round instead of walking pass it to go to the Tourism Court. HAHA! Oh my~

Went down to Plaza Singapura with our full uniform and that heavy loft of brochures in hand. OMG. Heavy!!!!!!!!! Hahas~! Ate Mos Burger for lunch, met up with Jia Yuan and then head down to HQ together. Talked about the trip to Perth by Jia Yuan and OMG. The place there sound simply AWESOME~ Hahax! Speaking of it, Ai Ping's friend is currently over there STUDYING!!!!!!!!!!! What the FREAK?! Is it COOL or what?! Hahaz!

Went there and saw Xiao Li and Ye Jing packing logistics from their NDP. OMG~ Lots and LOTS of apologizes to you babes! So SO SORRY for letting you two wait for NOTHING. OMG... SORRY!

Mei Zi then arrived and we all changed to our full uniform. Hmmm. You may wonder what for are we wearing full uniform right? There is no RCY event today anyway? *sigh* There was this mini National Day celebration for those HQ staff... Apparently we went to do this 'interesting' flag bearers? Jamie and Jia Yuan was the flag bearers while Mei Zi and I are the escorts for the Jamie and Jia Yuan. Lol! SADLY, Jia Min over sleptttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!! And she came late... So she did not join us in the MINI marching thingy... Jamie and I were so worried for her in the early noon when we met up because she was totally not contactable and it was the Friday the 13th. Haha! Superstitious us~

Watched two videos, said the National pledge followed by the singing of the National Anthem and then a speech by this old man *WHOOMPS. Forgotten his name*. After the event, we changed out and apparently there was the First Aid Competition briefing for the cadets today too and Jia Min was the Admin IC. So we stayed back and helped her in whatever she needs. Oh oh! And the HQ staff have this cake to celebrate National Day which was AWESOME~ Super nice, cold and CHOCOLATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~ WOOTS. HAHA!

Arranged the chairs, assist in the registration part for the cadets and then helped to click the slides for Zaidi sir? Hahas! Can't believe the briefing actually ends at around 1800 hours? Because there was WAY TOO MANY questions during the Q&A part. Hahax! But it was alright, at least this shows how much the cadets are INTO the competition? :D

After the briefing talked to Bernice, Jaslyn and Miss Lim for awhile before they leave. Talked about the FAC and home sweet home. Went home with Jamie and Jia Yuan. Walked home from Hougang and had Macdonald for dinner. OMG. Fast food for LUNCH and DINNER?! Fat fat FAT. Hahaz!

Oh my~ Just found out that I actually have First Aid duty on Tuesday night! Which is the Japanese peeps dinner!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOMPS. Hopefully able to find someone to replace my YOG FAD duty that day so that I can help in the dinner.

Currently having the FEEL to STUDY! WOOHOO~ That is AMAZING man! Can't WAIT to touch on my bookS after blogging! YIPPEE! I am crazy now~ Have been failing ALL my theory papers already... CAN'T AFFORD TO FAIL THIS PAPER! Or else good bye to my scholarship... SOBS SOBS. My I bless myself~ Lol! PEACE peeps!

YEAH YEAH. Can say today was a nice RCY day at HQ then~ =)

TOMORROW! Going down to unit and see them practice for their FAC. After which, going out with Boss Alvin and Gui Luan!!!!!!!!!! SAD... At first have Jin Fei and Sock Yan... BUT, they have something on last minute and can't make it... SAD-ED! Going to Marina and watch Street Dance! WOOHOO~ Happy again! Haha! X} FINALLY can watch THAT show! YIPPEE. Tomorrow shall be an Alvin and the Chipmunks outing! Me wanna be Theodore!!!!!!!!!!!

Crazy.

2010-08-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

Confuse.

Head ache.

Yawn yawn.

Tired of it.

Bye bye.

Nighty nighty!

Lol!

2010-08-06T08:04:00.000-07:00

Memories

It is August already. BOOMZ. Time pass REAL fast. Was my last day for Semester 1 today, after all the last minute assignments and essays I did. The beginning of the Polytechnic life had ended. But WAIT, it is not officially over yet! There are two more test paper on the first week of September. OMG. Three weeks for me to study the two chubby books of mine. HAHA! I'm going crazy~

Went out today with Hui Xian, Terine and Valerie to Plaza Singapura for lunch and home sweet home. After which, went out again to Compass Point and purchase a guitar tuner. WOOHOO~ I finally bought it! Shall practice my guitar at home. But on the other hand, I can't really practice at home too! Tried tuning my guitar just now and my dog just kept barking at me, he does not really like the sound of the guitar. SIANZ. Don't know how to practice my guitar already... Shall hide in the room and practice quietly then~ Shhhhhhhh........... Hahax! Or else my dog is going to bark bark BARK again!

Even though it is my last day of school today, but it seems as though I have a hell LOT of things to DO. I guess is because of the upcoming examinations, RCY and simply my life for entertainment~

Saturday- Going to collect YOG uniform in the morning with Jamie and Jia Yuan. After that come back home to rest, relax and do whatever I need. At night meeting Daniela for movie.

Sunday- Have lunch with Wen Xin. Give tuition from 1300-1500 hours. After which, heading down to Marina Bay and have our UNO gathering! Haha!

Planning...

- Surprise SURPRISE! Shhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~

- Outing with my guitar peeps!

- Outing with my Hui Xian, Terine and Valerie!

2010-08-02T10:50:00.000-07:00

SIMPLY FOR ME TO SPAM MY THOUGHTS

Went to take the Singapore Flyer with Hui Xian, Terine and Valerie~ Theme: BLUE. Hahaha! Monday blues for us. Had lots of fun, laughter and TERROR. Hahas! Saw quite a few Caucasians and Hui Xian was HIGH in her heart. WHOOMPS. I just said it! Hahax! Had Popeye before the ride and ate ice-cream after it. AWESOME. YUMMY~ Hahaz!

Went home straight after that and do my Field Particum Guidebook. Tuition was cancelled because she was ill. SAD. But it gives me more time to do my school assignment and friend's birthday board!

She is turning 21 this Wednesday! WOOHOO~ AWESOME or what?! Lol! Was very very sad as I was not able to go to her 21st birthday party on Sunday... SOBS SOBS. BUT, I had fun on Sunday TOO.

Went to this event called Walk for Our Children with Hui Xian, Terine, Valerie and Yeng Minn! Even though it was raining like CRAZY in the morning, we had FUN! Haha! Wore the VI jacket, Secondary School PE shorts and a black cap in the morning on the way to bus, because it was FREAKING cold and I was having like 'BRAIN FREEZE'. HAHA! Look like a guy too, because my hair was tied up. *Commented by Valerie's sister,"Is this a girl or guy?"* Hahaha! Should say, "Wow! This boy so handsome!" At least better than no girl, no boy. Hahas!

Total broken English now~ Hahax! The time now is 0207 hours. Have too many things to do in too little time. How I wish one day has thirty hours. COOL right?! More time to PLAY and DO OUR ASSIGNMENTS. Hahaz!

Thinking too much now~ Still doing Gui Luan's birthday board. OMG~ Not planning to sleep tonight anyways. Need to do my Field Particum Guidebook already. Talked with Hui Teng online just now was SO pressurizing! Lol! I am freaking behind time for my FP guidebook man! But I'm still here blogging~ WHOOMPS. Haha!

Need to BLOG, need to type out whatever is in my head now to cool down and focus and the present and school work. OMG~ No more French, hopefully can get into the September holiday class again. HAHA! Filling up my holidays with CAMPS. I think I am going nuts with camps. If I am not wrong, I signed up about three-four camps maybe? Chirstieara Programme's, guitar's, NYAA Chapter's camp? I think that's all or maybe got one more but I forgotten about it already. Hahaha! But not yet confirm if I am in for the camp of course, they will select and is a first come first serve basic.

But Guitar camp is confirmed. Having it on the last week of the October holidays and the first week of school will have this Family concert whereby we can ask our friends and family to come down and watch. Anyone interested?! Hahas! FOC. See me performing in front noob-ish-ly.

Sometimes your feelings within you can just change in a split second. You might be reading something which is rather sad and you feel down. But the next moment you see something funny, you laughed. But within you still held that bitter sad feeling with your happy funny feeling??? Don't know how to explain. But just felt that feeling anyway. And guess what make me wanna laugh? All the facebook pictures. Hahax! All filled with memories, happy, fun and cheerful memories. Recall all the funny moments that time and simply started smiling/laughing to myself like a crazy girl from IMH. Hahaz!

Time flies, this week is the last week of my Semester one. Then the start of September will be my examinations. Everything change, or is changing. Everything leave, or is leaving. Everything just feel different now. I'm afraid of changing, I'm afraid of leaving. But I simply have to face it with new made friends in Polytechnic who gave and gives me a hell lot of FUN and FUNNY moments. Maybe that's the reason why I wanna fill my holidays with camps? Just to forget about all my fears? MAYBE~

Once I submit my FP guidebook and assignment this Thursday, and end this Friday's tutorial. I'M A FREE SOUL. *Kind of~ But need to study for the examinations* I will then be more free to submit all my SUPER DUPER OVERDUE 'things' for RCY~ Lol! WHOOMPS.

Now is 0230 hours. Been spamming my feelings and thoughts for so LONG. OMG~

Plan of the day

Written Communication: 0900-1100

EEPE: 1100-1300

Lunch break: 1300-1500

Yoga: 1500-1630/1700

Rest, prepare Gui Luan's birthday sursprise:1730-1800

Guitar practice: 1800-2000

HOME SWEET HOME and continue assignment...

Thanks Terine for showing me this song saying it fits me. Haha! Lyrics- I'm one in a million~ DIAOZ. HAHA! Make me laugh facing my laptop~

Heavy Rain

2010-07-25T07:03:00.000-07:00

Raining heavily outside now... Hmmm. Will there be a flood somewhere in Singapore again?

Not sure why I'm blogging now, because I have a whole lot of work to do...

One individual assignment to be submitted tomorrow, which I have NOT touch it yet and only borrowed the referencing bookS just now! Went to Toa Payoh, Bishan and back to Seng Kang library to borrow my books. Went ALONE. OMG~ First time going so MANY places alone. Hmmm. Weird, but a new experience I guess? For a person like me who does not really like to be alone~ Haha!

Wednesday having my French test AGAIN. OMG~ Time pass really FAST. Wanna grab hold of it but yet I can't... I am like seriously lousy at time management man. SIANZ.

See! Get what I mean? So many things to do but yet, STILL BLOGGING. I need to FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS! Suck at doing that though... I am totally distracted by something else now, hope everything is okay~ Must FOCUS. Two more WEEKS and I am FREE. OMGGG!!!!!! Can't wait! But I need to endure this two weeks to submit all my due assignments! But every time when I wanna FOCUS, I will get distracted. Must say NO to unnecessary outings now... LOW YU PING, DON'T GET DISTRACTED OR ATTRACTED TO ANYTHING NOW. MUST LOVE AND DO ALL ASSIGNMENTS!

Shitty mama~ Who am I lying to man... LOW YU PING, STAY FOCUS. Shhhhhhh.............

HAHA! Okay, going kind of crazy now~ WHOOMPS. Hahaha! ANYWAYS, after French test, have two group assignments to submit. EEPE and IT! Woots.

Lastly... For NEXT WEEK, I will have to submit my FP Guidebook. OMG. That means I won't be able to see those adorable little children I am attached to anymore! Ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! They are like one of my must useful DIS-STRESS-ER I could every find! Sobs sobs~

Will remember the times when the child does not want me to leave him and hugged me...
The times when this boy hugged my leg to bed??? Hahas! Playful boy, but I know in him is a child who is nice~
The time when the child wants me to pat him to bed...
The time when the child said I look like a FISH. Hahax!

My motivation in studying this course.

Great, fun, sweet, loving memories all thanks to the teachers and children there. Will definitely miss all the children there and Teacher Kelly! Observed her teaching and it was AWESOME. Nice and friendly teacher she is~

Off to continue my work again! PEACE.

One must be responsible for their own action.

2010-04-30T10:43:00.000-07:00

Gwendolyn and i were webcam-ing during IT lesson. DIAOZ. Hahaz! And she is just sitting right NEXT to me!
Our birthday celebration for Wen Xi on Tuesday before S&W.
Hanging around waiting for time to pass on Monday...
Ta da! This is the long awaiting photo of my BABY COUSIN! Ahhhhh!!!!!!!! So ADORABLEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!

Two weeks of schooling had officially passed. Much MUCH more coming up! Haha! LAME. I know... HAHA! But that is ME! Muhahaha! Hmmm. Blogging again after the day visiting my super ADORABLE baby cousin~ Christie! Hahaha! I think i'm kind of blessed in a way or so maybe? Because i have a range of cousins whose age somehow link to my course? Early Childhood Education! Hahas! Told this to Terine when we were on the way to Junction 8 just now. I have four cousins who are currently in the range of the children i am studying now! Ivan, Arron, Chelsea and Christie! Hahax! AWESOME. Ivan is in Primary School, Arron in Kindergarten, Chelsea in Preschool/Kindergarten *can't remember!whoomps~* and Christie who is a newborn child! Wahahaha! I can 'experiment' with them one by one... Hahaz! Whoomps! Sssshhhhhhhhhhhhh........... It will remain as a secret between you and me alright? Lol! LAME again...

Okay, reporting my doings of the week. Haha!

Monday

OMG. Worse day of ALL! Woke up super duper LATE. And was late for lecture! OMG OMG OMG. Woke up at 0815 hours, confirm LATE. This is the disadvantage of studying far, if i'm still in Hougang Secondary School, still can rush in time. BUT this time round, it is Ngee Ann Polytechnic! OMG. Took taxi down and guess how much i've spent on it?... $27.30! I will never forget this price man! OMG. Thanks to the jams *which Gwendolyn took it as the fruit jam*! HAHA! Anyways~ End school at 1100 hours but apparently, Ambassadors Recruitment Drive Round 1 at 1600 hours? Some Selection round to see if you are fit to join Ambassadors. Hahaha! Tried to stall time to make my gang of friends to accompany me as long as possible. Muhahaha! And at least managed to accompany me till 1430 hours? Hahas! Thanks lots BUDDIES *not bubbies.diaoz...hahax!*! After they left, went to look for Jamie at the Library. Thanks thanks to Jamie and her friend! Or else i will look freaking loner at a corner of the library stoning maybe? Hahaz! Went for the game round and was in the same group as Joey! Woohoo~ Lol! Played the games and home sweet home! :P

Tuesday

The day which has the HEAVIEST lessons, super sleepy that day. Haha! WHOOMPS. Had lesson from 0900-1700 hours that day. OMG. Was super sleepy at my second lesson from 1100-1300 hours, NEED FOOD. HAHA! Keep eye-ing at the clock hoping time pass faster, because my tummy was like shouting for FOOD at that time. Hahaha! Learn the history where those people have their philosophies about children and the creator who created the word 'Kindergarten'. Interesting but i super sleepy~ Need proper chairs and tables! Or i will want to just lie on the floor and take a NAP. Hahas! Hmmm. That is what happened to me during my Sports and Wellness lesson i guess? Whoomps! Hahax!

JOKE OF THE DAY!

As i took Yoga as my S&W, there is one part the teacher want us to just lie on the ground. So we lied and he turned the lights off and ask us to close our eyes. Hahaz! Then he started to speak but it is SUPER soft... All i can hear was him mumbling away~ Lol! So... Apparently, i just dozed off! Haha! Next moment, Geraldine, Terine and Valeria are calling me to wake up. SHOTS! HAHA! I fell asleep! Zzzzzzzzzzzz............ OMG~

After that had the Ambassadors interview and home sweet home once again with Terine. X> Thank you Terine for your COMPANY! Hahaha!

Oh oh! Also celebrated Wen Xi's birthday! Lol! And her face turned TOTALLY red! Hopefully she IS surprise with our mini birthday celebration for her then~ Haha!

Wednesday

Lesson from 1400-2000 hours. In the morning? Stayed home trying to download pictures, but it is KILLING me! Hahas! Can't open folder, stuck etc. OMG~ Can bang your head against the wall man. Hahax! WHOOMPS. Rush to school after officially giving up the fifth time trying to upload the pictures onto my computer. Was about 5 minutes late for lesson? HOPE Ms May DIDN'T MARK ME AS LATE! Hahaz! Must STOP being late~ OMG. Lol! After my first lesson, straight away we had our IT lesson. Similar to last week, it was raining! BUT this time round it was much MUCH more worse than the previous. Haha! Was sort of drench *not WET* i guess? Oh oh! And we were like WOO when we entered the class because of lecturer shaved his hair! HAHA! Even though the previous time was not that long too... Hmmm. Weirdz weirdz one. Hahaha! Had French lesson after that, 1800-2000 hours. After that, was suppose to go look for Ariel, Minn Minn, Terine and Valeria at Junction 8 to have dinner and catch a movie... But in the end i rushed over to Vivo City to meet up with my family members for dinner~ Sorry BABES! Hahas! Should be happy now right? Call you all BABES. Hahax!

Thursday

The last day of a Thursday holiday! Starting from next week will be having my field practicum at Hougang Mall's Childcare Centre at level 5 i think? Hahaz! Have another girl from T04 who is the same location and day as me! At least i'm not alone then~ Don't cry Terine and Valeria~ Lol! My shoulder is here to the rescue! If you cry~ Haha! Oh oh! And this means i can't even go for my unit's World Red Cross Day Ceremony, because it's on next Thursday 0700-0800 hours! OMG. And my field practicum starts at 0800 hours next week! Argh! And i can't even go down to my unit training because my school ends at 1800 hours every Friday! Hopefully next semester has a better timing so that i can make it for my unit's training then~ :]

Friday

The day that just ended... Hmmm. Lesson from 1100-1900 hours. It was FUN during the Child Development lesson, get to walk around the classroom and discuss with my group mates how we think of each activity. HAHA! Had lunch break from 1300-1500 hours, ate at SIM. And WHOOMPS, talk a little too much i guess? Was the last to finish eating. Hahaha! Went to Our Space or My Space or Our My Space? Hahas! Can't remember what it is called already. Slack there till our next lesson was about to start then we go off. Terine was like introducing me music and saw this specific music video of the Single Ladies performed by Joe Jonas. Hahax! It was HILARIOUS. And me looking through videos to get inspiration much? Hahaz! Had the Field Practicum lesson and got back my medical report and the Childcare Center which i got deployed to. Lol! Luckily it is near my area and i know where it is. Woots. Or else i sure lost. Haha! Had IT lesson after that and learnt Excel, it is amazing for it can do so many wonders. Or maybe i'm just plain noob at this. HAHA! Went for a short talk about our upcoming Field Practicum and saw Afidah! But after that, did not went home with Afidah and Si Hui. But instead... Went to makan with Terine at Junction 8! Hahaha! Ate under the stars as there isn't place for us to eat inside. Played her computer game and played music while eating. Hahas! Laughed a LOT and trust me, it is A LOT. Hahax! Thanks to HER funny responds. Hahahahahahah! Head to Toes?! DIAOZ. Hahaz! =>

End of post!

2010-04-25T07:49:00.000-07:00

Christie! This name will be another SPECIAL name that i will definitely remember apart from Ivan, Arron and Chelsea! Haha! She's my newborn cousin... CHRISTIE! Awwwwwwwwww~~~~~~~~~ She was born on 22nd of April 2010! Went to visit my aunt and her just now and she is FREAKING adorable! OMG OMG OMGGGG!!!!!!! HAHA! The small little head which was actually smaller than the size of my hand. Felt so touched when i saw her~ Almost felt like crying and i have no idea WHY??? Hahaha! When i saw her, it just gave me a 'awww' feeling. And when we talked about how each of her older siblings reacted to her arrival. It was even CUTER and FUNNIER. Hahas! Ivan's reaction- Played with her for awhile and the next moment *as usual*, went back to play his games. Arron's reaction- He LOVES all his siblings! Isn't that cute for a second child?! He is my CUTIE PIE! Hahax! Chelsea's reaction- Maybe she is still VERY young about two years old this year? But can tell she will and IS loving her younger sister~ Hahaz! A VERY happy family of SIX they are!

As usual, we will of course talked about the old times and they said i was the biggest size child as compared to my other three older sisters when we just born. Lol! And my CUTIE PIE is just like ME! When i was young of course~ Haha! Both of us like to 'store' food in our mouth and we simply just does not want to eat it. Similar to a hamster they said. HAHA! Maybe that's part of a reason how i got my nickname in Secondary school?

Love my dog fur as i'm patting him right now, his lying next to me. Awwwwww~~~~~~~~ How sweet can this get? Hahaha! How i wish there is no studying needed or bother anything else but just be as naive/blur/innocent/dumb *in whatever way you wanna say* as a child. Hahas! Hmmm. Maybe that's the reason why i got Early Childhood Education as my course! To learn more about children and of course... I can get to meet them MORE often and see their adorable and innocent looks which makes me HAPPY! Hahax!

2010-04-05T08:36:00.000-07:00

Can't believe time is passing that fast. Next week is the School of Humanities Orientation camp and the following is HELLO to school days once again! OMG~ Nervous in facing the future... Wonder if i'm able to handle both school and RCY as good as my friends and fellow seniors. HOPE I COULD! Haha! But i got this feeling as if i'm losing the hand of my current Polytechnic life and RCY life. Somebody save me! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! HAHA! Xp

When i'm free, i find it weird. But when i'm busy, i find it stress. Hahaha! Weird me, i guess? But prefer to be busy so that i won't think too much also~ Hahas!

About to quit my Pastamania job soon, anyways i HARDLY work there too. But thanks for those people who came to support me on my first day of work there! Sadly, the job there doesn't fit me... Sobs. Hahax! Now, i just gotta know how to quit then. First time quitting a JOB. OMG. Super scare and nervous right now... Don't know how to quit! Hahaz!

Stayed home the whole afternoon then went to Wen Xin's house to give her tuition. Was nice giving her tuition as i can also gossip with her some feedbacks on how she felt about the Arts Festival. Lol! =b

Anyways, going to the temple in the afternoon tomorrow with my family members, after that heading down to unit for their POP rehearsal. POP for the Secondary 4s... Gonna miss them after they leave... The times we had at Macdonald after every trainings with all the chit chat and laughter, the meetings we had with me nagging at them, the craziness and enthusiasm they had for every campfire they go etc. Lol! OMG. Time pass seriously FAST. Can't take it anymoreeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha! My so-called 'kids' leaving... BYEEEEE!!!!!!!!! HAHA!

YEAH YEAH! Going out tomorrow night for dinner with my family~ Woohoo!

Hahaha! Random post today!

My dog is six years old this year! But apparently i don't remember his birthday... Hmmmmmmmmm......... Hahaha! Whoomps~

2010-04-04T08:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a hectic one, woke up early to head off for the long awaiting Arts Festival! Woohoo! Congrats to all schools who won something. And to schools who didn't win, no worries! Being able to go to the finals is already AWESOME. Cheer UP and work even more harder in the future! =)

After Arts Festival yesterday, my head was killing me. Slept from 2300+ hours ALL THE WAY TO 1545 hours the NEXT DAY. Woo! That's long man! Was totally shocked when i woke up.

Watched television, bathed and head down to my grandparents' place for dinner with my parents.It's been long since i went to their place~ Yum yum! Love my grandma's home cook food! Played with my cousins and sis, laughed like mad due to some craziness with my younger cousin. Hahax! XP Crazy people in the house~! Played and laughed all the way till the three of them went to bed. LOVE it! It was fun~ Hahaz! :P

After they went to bed, watched television with my grandparents while my parents and aunts played poker!

Sent my aunts back home and HOME SWEET HOME for us too. Haha! X>

That's about it for my day~

Tomorrow night giving Mathematics tuition for Wen Xin~

Missing all my Red Cross peeps right now... :P

2010-03-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

I can't bear to leave and yet i feel like leaving sometimes...

2010-03-11T05:45:00.000-08:00

Memories...

Saw some pictures of us in the past and suddenly make me misses all the things we had done in the past...

Only appreciate things when it's gone?

BY THE WAY...

Happy Birthday to...

Slyvia ma'am!

Jasline!

And last but not least...

Xiu Qin!

A true friend remembers your birthday but not your age.

2010-02-26T06:38:00.000-08:00

Went back to school for training and suddenly had some MISSES in the school~

Saw Ms Robert and she seem to had slim down, maybe it's because she's getting married soon and wanna slim down a little more? *even though she's quite slim already* HAPPY MARRIAGE Ms Robert! Can really see you are happy and that's the MOST important thing EVER! HAHA!

Saw Mr Ng today and had a little chat with him saying how's life and stuff like that. MISSES THAT SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS! *if you get what i mean* Hahaha! He now has a daughter and a JUST BORN son! His son is only three and a half months! Saw the picture and he's so SO adorable! Hahas! Both the children look just like him and quite white too... Anyways, he had became the father of TWO. BOOMZ. AWESOME~

Was flipping through my file and saw this piece of message from Miss Neo, the one she gave us attached to our SECONDARY ONE CLASS TEE. Hahaz! Finally has it~ AFTER FIVE YEARS IN SCHOOL! Lol! Read through the message again and it really touched me~ Being her student for five years in HS... Wow. Another BOOMZ! Haha! From a assistant form teacher to a form teacher to a English teacher and then our Chemistry teacher. MISSES! Even though she might look fierce, but deep inside i know it's also because she cares about US. Hahaha! Going to her WEDDING! Which is apparently in July~ So gonna book that day specially for HER! Hope nothing is happening on that day so i can go for her WEDDING! Muhahaha! AND Ms Neo's wedding should be quite special! Because she's becoming MALAY! So cool so cool! Can't wait to see her wear the Malay traditional costume! COOL. *hmmm. or has she became a Malay already??? Not too sure~* Hahas! Heard her hubby-to-be is a teacher too and is teaching in RI. Hmmm. This means his hubby-to-be is pretty smart too right??? Hahax! He teaches HISTORY, but he seems to be quite a funky teacher though.

Looks of a history teacher...

Old. Wear spectacle. Sloppy.

Ms Neo's hubby-to-be...

Look young but not to the extend of MY AGE. Hahaz!

Spiky hair style.

Look like a punk. *Lol! Just kidding~*

HAPPY WEDDING TO YOU TOO MS NEO! Haha! Although it's still long~

LOVE your message to me! Will treasure it lots lots! It's on the cover page of my file now! HAHA!

xoxo,

Ms Robert

Mr Ng

Ms Neo

Oh oh! And...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Stephanie!

About 45 more minutes till it's over, ENJOY! Hahaha!

PLUS,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bao Yu sir!

Another 45 more minutes till his birthday! Hahas!

2010-02-13T01:45:00.000-08:00

11 February 2010, Thursday.

Community Outreach Group Dialogue Session.

Me. Hadi sir. Liyana.
On the way home~
Lol! Hadi sir's book is pretty interesting~ MUST read!

Had a had time taking a proper photo with Hadi sir...
Weird face 1.
Weird face 2.
Weird face 3.
Asking him to take picture together~ Haha! =>

Liyana had her hard times too... HAHA! X]
FINALLY a nice one~ Hahaha! :b There is actually around a total of EIGHT pictures with Liyana and FINALLY Hadi sir did one 'proper' picture post with her. Hahas! :p Too many to be put up, so only showing you guys two funny pictures of Hadi sir and Liyana.
Funny picture one.
Funny picture two.
Liyana snapshot-ing Hadi sir. Hahax! =>
The two NCDCC people we talked to~ It was SO COOL hearing what courses they actually provide for the cadets! AWESOME. Hahaz! =D Oh oh! And the girl standing next to me, she knows Celeste Chng! Way too COOL. Coincidence DOES occur~ Lol! X]
Hadi sir and Liyana look like sibling!
After the Diaglogue Session...
Sky view one.
Sky view two.
Before the Dialogue session starts...
Blur~

12 February 2010, Friday.

Chinese New Year Celebration in school.

OMG. Could you actually believe a girl like ME helping to do nail polish?! Haha! :} It's FUN because it wasn't ME who is putting it on my OWN nails, but it STINK big time! HAHA! =b
Jia Ying LOVING hr HOT PINK nail polish. Eeeeeeewwwwwwwwww............ Hahaha! =p
Okay... I erm... Somehow ACCIDENTALLY aimed wrongly and throw the cup onto Jia Ying's BAG. Whoomps~ And there goes Jia Ying... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My bad doing~
WHoomps.
Went to Compass Point for lunch with this two girls. Hahas! X> Enjoyed!
Laughed and played and chatted as usual~ Hahaz! Xp Love it!

Okay, below are actually Burst pictures. So look at their actions and expressions in each picture. Lol! :D So funny~

1.1
1.2
1.3
1.4
2.1
2.2
2.3
2.4

Only have two sets of those~ Haha! =D
Jia Ying acting cute while Elysia busy tying her hair to look PRETTY taking picturessssss. HAHA! XD
Elysia can't stop laughing when she found out i keep taking their random pictures. Hahaha! :P
X)
Me. Jia Ying. Elysia.
Slacking at somewhere...Random shot.
Jia Ying proud of her nails while Elysia hiding away~ Hahas! :b
NICE POST Elysia! Hahaz! X)

Apparently i was following them while they were doing their 'first aid duty'.
Zoe and her friends.
Giving oranges to the neighborings. Showing a sign of gracious. But i was pretty shock when an ambulance arrived to go help some people at some floor, the students from the class kept disturbing the medics saying... Do you want some oranges? Want me to help? OMG. Could not believe kids now a days behaving like that... When the medics might actually have to hurry up and save someones LIFE! Disappointed...
Another OMG scenario. Saw Yang Yew! Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! His FREAKING tall now an he even DYE his hair! OMG OMG OMG! Lol! =) But alright~ You became a little bit more better looking as compared to the past OLD MAN you looked like. Haha! X}
Mr Arizan! Misses him so SO much! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA! :P Miss him miss him miss him miss him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

13 February 2010, Saturday.

Lunar New Year eve, went out to play badminton with juniors in the morning~

Qiao Ni! Muhahaha! Thought you had deleted THIS picture?! Hahaha! =b No no no~
Random one.
Random two.
Yu Lin look SO happy in this picture. Hmmm. Thinking of... Wahahaha!
The five of us! Hahas! X] OMG. I have the BIGGEST foot there!
Qiao Ni. Yu Lin. Me. Elysia. Jia Ying.
So colorful! Hahax! :} And Yu Lin is crazy to wear black for BOTH her top and bottom under the CRAZY HOT sun! Hahaz! =} Had FUN playing, laughing and 'fighting with Qiao Ni' today. Later on going to grandparents' house for the reunion dinner and COUNTDOWN for the Lunar New Year! Woohoo~! Lol! XD Oh oh! And lastly...

Happy 19th Birthday Goh Yi Rui!

2010-02-10T08:56:00.000-08:00

Guess who are they?! Hahaha! =>
Nice pattern on the wall~
Ta da! It's them! Hahax! Lame...
Their way of spending their time while waiting for me to change~ Thanks for accompanying me girl-friends! Hahaz! =P
Sky lying on the floor... Hmmm. Look like a snake to me? Lol!
The drowsy looking Li Ping and the blur-ish Sky. Haha! X)
Jia Min and Celeste, waiting for me outside the toilet.
FINALLY bought my Chinese New Year clothes~ AWESOME. HAHA! XP
The three of us~ BLUR. Whoomps~
3, 2... Where's 1?! Hahax!
Me and my EP!
EP solo picture 1...
EP solo picture 2...
EP solo picture three...
EP solo picture four...
The color of the sunglasses fit my shirt right? Hahaz! :p
Yellow yellow dirty fellow? Lol!
Jia Min solo picture five... Haha! :P
Exact same toilet and for Jia Min the same top we took at the other time we went there with Daniela and Hadi sir. HAHA! Woots. COOL.

Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuu Celeste and Jia Min for being my 'fashion designers' for the day! Love ya! Hahaha! =}

You will never picture what i've BOUGHT, because i had never EVER picture ME buying such clothing before... Hahas!

2010-02-07T07:55:00.000-08:00

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Lazy to blog, but one thing for sure is that i've laughed A LOT. Haha!

2010-02-06T09:18:00.000-08:00

Our LAST group picture before dismissal. Hahaha! X> There are Compassvale Secondary School, Nan Chaiu High School, Pasir Ris secondary school and a RCHN person called Welson. Hahas!
The whole morning with them.
Their many MANYs rice! Woohoo~ Hahas!Formal~
On the way to Anchovale CC.

2010-01-31T09:09:00.000-08:00

Nice smoke effect~
The groom and bride.
Husband and wife.
This dish is pretty unique, they place a ball at the middle that can actually change colors. So when it was placed on the table...

My uncle said, "What's that?"

My dad replied, "Ice cream!"

Lame... I KNOW. HAHA! Then my uncle went to take the ball and have a look at it and my grandfather did the same thing too. Hahaha! So funny~ As though it was their first time seeing such thing.
That's my funny uncle and my cousin with his UNIQUE spectacles. Look like the one i gave Si Ling as Christmas present. Hahas!
Bird nest???
Coke cola!
Herbal chicken???

The second attire the bride and groom wore.
The opening of the wine bottle.
Pouring the wine into the cups.
Prawn with mango and a weird sauce? Hahaha!
Abalone and vegetable.
The gift we got...

The black on white box- a circle shaped poker card. COOL. Hahas!

Light blue box- Obviously a small cup.

Pink box- A letter opener??? Hahax!
Menu of the wedding night~

Sky is like seriously looking eye to eye with the camera. Woots. AWESOME~

Went for First Aiders on wheels this afternoon till evening time. Was a GREAT experience for a beginner like ME. Hahaz! PLUS i only learnt how to ride a bike on Wednesdayyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!! But luckily i manage to practice a little bit more under the care of Ying Yan. Thanks thankssssssssssssssss Ying Yan! Hip hip hooray for you! Lol! Did the second shift with Zi Qi sir and i was like keep stopping because i can't control well. Whoomps~ And he even had to walk with me on foot at the water skiing area because there is a lot of slope there and i seem to keep falling off my bike. Haha! Thank you Zi Qi sir for your KIND patient! Woohoo~! HAHA! Had a total of two serious casualties. But they were fine after that, one taken care by her friend while the other being brought to clinic by her dad. Hahaha!

Reach home at around 1900 hours and got to rush out for the wedding dinner. Ate till i'm like super FULL and was getting sleepy by then. Hahax! PIG. Brought my grandparents home then home sweet home~

The day of safety and happiness...